like ayah like daughter

Rosli Bujang (1/27/2008 5:56:49 AM): dear ani..how i wish you were here..
Rosli Bujang (1/27/2008 5:58:14 AM): how r u..sihat harapnya..ani tentu dah masuk kelas dah..ayh harap ani dpt terus tekun..fokus..
Rosli Bujang (1/27/2008 5:58:52 AM): berdoalah muga2 tahun 2008 menjanjikan kejayaan cemerlang dalam apa yg ani buat..
Rosli Bujang (1/27/2008 6:00:47 AM): ana tentu dah bagitau ani yg dia datang rmh ayh di ampang..raikan bday ayh, auntie yazlin dll. ramai sedara belah auntie yg datang..pak ngah kat meru dtg gak..majlis meriah bbq dan steamboat..
Rosli Bujang (1/27/2008 6:01:39 AM): i wish u were here to show people of my great beautiful daughters..

-time ni i sat in front of my lappie..invisible..silent...static..xreply..dunno wat to say.but deep in my heart.."hi ayah.how r u doing?ayah nmpk semakin hensem n 'sihat' as usual.anak ayah doing fine.nk xm nih.gee i wish i was there.bbq n steamboat sound sooo gud rite now,heh..nnt when i feel like having a looongg chat wit u,i'll buzz ok.i promise to study hard.insyaAllah.miss u soooo..much(pastu nk letak emoticons 'huggies')"...my dad yg slalu jd my pakar motivasi n forever will be

-td i masuk bilik cik 'glut-rice',oo no no bkn nk bergossip but saje while waiting for my turn,lame btul manusia yg dlm kamar kecil yg 1 nih. "aku xphm laa ape yg ko nk ckp aftr entry minah indon tu"..i hanya tersenyum smbil baring atas katil beliau.well i understd.org yg berotak bijak ssh utk difahami.its ok i paham..

astigmatism melampau

Today otak I berjln2 lg.but my 'half charged spongy generator' didn’t go far n dia berjln tanpa kaki bersarung reebok.coz kl dgn kaki slalunya body I akan cr motives n reasons to move all my motivation-less muscles.perlu ada niat…butlers adlh niat. ahh..org lain wont understd.

Adakah otak I terlalu bijak? Thomas Edison pn xpnah mengaku bijak d moment he found electricity. Even d great Einstein pon once mengeluh pnuh regret dgn penemuan E=mc2 beliau. Kl ada contest brain yg plg cpt diverted,mudah tertipu dgn hati yg dominant remote controlkn evry move,always ade konflik dalaman tp tidak se’hot’ konflik2 ahli2 dewan parlimen kita,daya igtan sejauh bertadika umur 5thn,memorizing power enuf to survive 1st 3yrs studying ‘art of healing’…sure,my brain will hold d trophy 3 yrs berturut2 tanpa saingan. ahh..org lain wont ever understd.

Jln yg diambil is to seek the reason why manusia xbole tidak bersangka buruk n making assumptions.dis is not tulisan saje2 witout observations.sometimes assumption yg dibuat secara public membuatkn manusia lain yg mendgr berpnas telinga n berpnas hati.manusia lain itu selalunya I but my mouth lack of drive.malas buka mulut.kl i buka lg pnas hati i.bkn ape,for me bersangka buruk n making assumptions r gud when it involves our safety or when police nk line d suspects.ok example situation yg sesuai....when u r alone waiting for a cab outside ur hse n suddenly a suspicious looking man walk pass u, dgn mata xberkelip2 statik pandang u,n u nmpak he goes straight into a bush at d end of d road,wat is he doing there??..then he comes out frm d bush afew mins later,walking bck twds u…ASSUME dat d guy is not turning bck bcoz he left his key at his hse,or sesat..so adlh sesuai if u run bck to ur hse,kunci pintu...ok..situasi dimana u ASSUME seseorg itu gay,terlibat dlm kegiatan2 berkategori low morals or anythg yg bole drop d water face jez atas dasar rasa hati n experiences U yg xinvolve manusia terbabit,tanpa statement by valid witnesses or witout any cctv video to prove it,I xbole accept.adakah u btl2 knal manusia itu?ye myb manusia terbabit meletakkan body nya dlm situations n surroundings yg mencurigakn,but until he's proven guilty then pls if possible jez keep it inside 'peti besi emas' u.takut kl kluarkn nnt jd fitnah,umpatan,perpindahan sangkaburuk pd org lain,kemarahan Tuhan.xslah if its meant to be a joke.like mengatakn I diet...dats funny.ASSUME somebody is sick also acceptable,diagnose adlh species assumption juga.for d ques ‘why they all xbole stop bersangka buruk?'....yg bole I pk coz I admit sumtimes I pon mke public base-less assumptions..xde topic to talk abt,entertainment yg menghangatkn,mouth quicker than d brain,nk masuk dlm forum discussion,thinking out loud,or org itu berhati keras…

this is wat I tink is right.dis is not tulisan saje2 witout observations.n as i told my hsemates,i write wat i want to write,lame or not,tulisan ini utk i.any1 feel offended,im sorry dehh.jgn claim kt 'sana' ye.

satu tempat

womb,tmpt bersemayam,site buruh kasar,pusat socialites,situs exhibition postcards,tmpt pencarian inspirations,bunker,kawasan treasurehunt,tmpt pembuangan rubbish,meja study,meja mkn,meja tidur...

life is all abt adapting.survival of d fittest kn.so cara i utk rs secure,feel belonged is first to feel at hme.xkesah laa i stay dgn makcik irish yg terover friendly ke,or dgn 5 gadis2 yg suke meriahkn dapur sambil bincang topik sarat spt masalah sosial,ketidakstabilan politik n pendidikan di luar negara ireland (ie msia)...dgn hanya berbekalkn meja recycle dari snr n a big feature wall peach colour,enuff for me to build a 'home'.

so dis is home for another 3 yrs.9mths in a yr..9mths ikan n udang dianggap as symbol kekayaan poket,9mths xmerasa stuck in 'jam' more than 1hr,9mths witout mango,rambutan,apetah lg durian eventho they do sell frozen durians in boxes,oo yeah 9 mths witout saying "mamak,milo ais 1,capati 1,cili mau lebih eh.."

yess i tipu.bile i ckp im not hmesick,i tipu.jauh di atas bukit yg panas n tree-less...ditambah dgn comment "dodgy dowh putraheights nih" oleh En Abu frm bandar anggerik semasa kunjugan beliau..atas bukit itu lah heaven on earth agung i.wit my loving family.ouh tmpt2 lain spt kampung i sblh tesco n pusat2 perbelanjaan besar di kl,juga adlh syurga.

alFatihah utk ayahanda kak eka...beliau jez at d next pitstop.odw..

penemuan menarik

utusan online..bacaan yg melibatkn lots of emotions n clinical symptoms...worry,frustrated,angry,excite,gelak2 besar,nausea,short of breath,palpation,anxiety..etc.
an example of nauseatic news..

`Saya mesti bertanding’ -Samy Vellu
27/01/2008 5:58pm
KUALA LUMPUR 27 Jan. - Presiden MIC, Datuk Seri S.Samy Vellu berkata, beliau mesti bertanding pada pilihan raya umum akan datang.
Menteri Kerja Raya itu berkata, beliau tidak pernah berasa penat untuk terus berkhidmat kepada rakyat.
“Saya mesti bertanding lagi..kepala (ketua) tidak ada, mana boleh badan (parti) ada lagi,” katanya,

-saya pon 'mesti' bergelak besar dan muntah dgn statement anda,uncle sam

Renungan nasib Melayu
Oleh: DR. SYED ALI TAWFIK AL-ATTAS

Onn menyebut bahawa, “Ada dua tempat orang Melayu hendak bertenggek; pertama, kepada jiran-jiran mereka; kedua, kepada musuh orang Melayu…

-atherosclerotic plaque waiting to rupture..article yg xsanggup i bc bcoz of its 3jengkal length(bt i did finish it) n d painful truth.

theres always a start for evrythg

Cn I start my 1st entry wit ‘yesterday’??oo wat d heck..its my blog anyway,n its not like any1 cares.ouh yeah,yesterday..I did sumthg terrible..oo no no,I didn’t sit on disabled ppl’s seat on d bus (n kaki digunakn sepnuhnya in kg G) n nope, I did throw my empty bottle of coke zero in rubbish bin,like all civilized ppl wud do wit theirs.d only thg I did wrong was wearing a navy blue jacket..eh ape slahnye..yeah,ur innocent until u paired it wit a pair of trackpants of same color!hmm cubaan yg sgt baik n snng utk dpt ‘brutally honest comment’ frm fellow msians(encik B-bkn-name-sbnr to be mo specific).but bkn cubaan yg disengajakn but coincidently I nid to do sum groceries b4 a netball game.
takkan la nk matchkn my winter jackets wit d trackpants kn.n all my sweats r resting in peace wit d other laundries,so eventho I noe Id look like mini mc hammer wearing 3inches thick light foundation,I bear it all.wit a quik pray dat I wont stumble on any of my dearest msians.irish??they see n forget.msians??suicidal!!
afew hundreds meters from my house walking side by side wit cik L..suddenly I saw a grp of boys,walking twds us across d road..now my astigs might be berkuasa tinggi,but tau laa if we saw short2 boys,jln slowly ala hiphoppers,snow caps..xslah,benar msians la tu.snap!Friday prayers!!..
”aku igt org indon mn td?!” jeritan dr sekumpln bdk2 ‘noty’ terbabit(suara familiar En B-bns) ,disambut pula dgn gelak spontan berjemaah.waaatttt…??!!!how cn they be so cruel?reflexly I crept to cik L’s other side..try to cover my malar flushed face.urghh..msians lain ade ke.gud xde..tenang skejap but d whole time I was in hypermarket D,I took off my jacket eventho I hv to expose my body to coldness..
sportshall..venue for netball game..venue for our annual IAW prog.i entered alone.jd foreigner skejap,be invisible pttnye but I cant do dat.ssh utk org mcm i.oo netball girls xsmp lg.ok hmm..so I went to d nearest booth,wow..msians selautan..blom sempat I baling jacket,dtg En B-bns.
B-bns “oi minah indon”
HB “erkk..(sori laa,I agak tongue-tied bab2 balas mmbalas nih),ye aku mmg sengaje”(lantas menuding jari pada HARD ROCK JAKARTA printed on my shirt)
En E “..aku xrs sbb tu..”(innocent blurr guy masuk line)
HB “..aku tau..” (gv him ‘jgn msuk cmpur,barge in cmtu je’ look)
Gadis A “kl die indon ko ape..?” (yay!!my wonderwoman is here!!)
B-bns “uishh..main kasar!!”

Waattt…?!main kasar??u sliced my heart like surgery..MAIN KASAR???
oo..en B actly cn be distinguished frm fellow msians by his leather jacket n by his ‘kopi cap kapal layar’ skin.so..i dun expect him to answer ques above.n dunno y I feel guilty for being too hurt n fragile.

Moral of d story….1)if u wanna go for 80’s look..go all out,madonna madness plss..2)dun be hasty on making remarks,cermin dlu br open ur mouth..3) show dat ur mad,dats for me..4)forgive n forget..5)dun stereotype ppl..minah indon like dian sastro nvr wear monotonous outfit..i guess..
Next day..those ppl involved in dat unfortunate events kne attack by my dearest hsemts..hmm..i didn’t say thx coz im not totally ok wit it,n surprised.bro,dun treat me differently aftr dis,jez be mo tactful yeah..girls r still girls