i like green

Demi masa!
Sesungguhnya manusia dalam kerugian,
Kecuali orang-orang yang percaya, dan membuat kerja-kerja kebaikan,
dan saling berwasiat pada yang benar, dan saling berwasiat untuk bersabar.
(103:1-3)


- need prescriptn for my heart n soul.insyaAllah sy cuba lebih baik lg.jgn judge sy dgn ketidakpemergian sy.motivasi masih diperlukn.

refluxology

“Aku merasa ada yang hilang, tanpa tahu apa yang sudah aku temukan.
Aku merasa menemukan tanpa tahu apa yag aku cari dan aku seperti masih mencari tanpa tahu apa yg sudah hilang..- alia in CINTA PERTAMA

complicated (yet hopelessly in love) minds cn be soo romantic.n yet their d ones who seems to suffer or gaining nothing in d end.unless they publish some books or come up with meltedcheesy lines for tear-jerker loveydovey movies..alia alia,knape xjd more grateful.redha je xbole ke.u'd feel much more content n peaceful.Allah je yg tau wats best for us.aisshh..kamuuu ni..



but ibunda kata,honesty is not always d best policy.it is a gud policy,but use it when appropriate..

- tall,fair n gud english ~lalala

i need mentos...yg yellow

sometimes i do think too much.but the outcome usually d sum of everythg gathered by my 5 senses yg hanya berligar dlm radius yg sgt limited.all d "problems" or "issues" yg i slalu "pop up"n mmg pttnya i "pop-up block"kn dgn sumthg yg obvious lebih penting.tp tu laa.im not alone.ianya berlaku di mn2.sila rujuk status YM atau FB.dr masalah kewangan,study..masalah mkn pon ade..but tu laa yg obvious masih yg obvious.eh i bkn nk ckp psal status YM.sorry not my intention.tp..ade mslh tu kite kne rujuk juga..for example msalah loneliness.berlaku bila mn rakan2 anda tiada di rumah tinggalkn anda tanpa jagaan sosial n mental.trying times..i noee..sbbaik anda masih taf..YM and FB masih dihujung jari.maka..hmm ape laa sgt dgn masalah 'kesepian', fill it dgn buat lagu ke..myb bole beat akon's mr's lonely..ooppss..but tu laa,easier said than done.paku serpih btul i ni.but itu yg try to remind myself.tp bgslaa..expressive.but sila bila org tanye eh awk ni knape?pls jgn laa kate xde pape.or u wont understd.nobody will but seme mmg busybody.kisah hidup org lain yg selevel dgn kita adalah "bible" hidup kita juga.boleh berubah mengikut kesesuaian.hmm rs dis topic kne masuk dlm organic bag.well...there r plenty of other things in the world to ponder on than those thoughts we think we shud think.wat else..study la kn.ouh n i think tmrw i nk masak asam pedas salmon.
- ahh..sukenye tgk malique ni.hmm y 'd past' buat hal plak..aishh..dh2

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i called mama to talk abt sumthg but we end up talked abt totally different topic.mama n her impian for my wedding,haihh.."mama tgh kemas2 ni nk naik KL.acik nk buat fam day kt bukit cerakah"(bukit cerakah?)hmm miss d annual fam day.esp kl acik yg organise.miss d cabutan bertuah utk merebut hadiah berupa set tupperware,set non stick pans from warta,frames n stationary sets etc..but before cabutan bertuah mesti ade ari sukan between families (yg i jarang dpt join, jez pt tgk in d fam albums) n mama abah jd judge.abah selaku pengerusi majlis aka pembaca doa @perasmi event jd pemerhati je.cabutan bertuah abah jgk la yg mencabutnya.kl me n hana dpt cabutan bertuah kne boo sbb kononnya mama abah pilih kasih.cucu kesygan nk buat cm mn.kne laa accept.alaa dpt frames je..i mmg slalu xbajet dpt anythg in any lucky draw pon.its ok,selagi hadiah bkn berbtk audi a4 or black rexton,i xkesah..

- proud of farah n deanna who scored 5A's in UPSR.waahh..terer la korg.kne laa kak na kak ni blikn presents.neddy n aisyah..hopefully they do us proud too for PMR rslt tmrw.
- "toot toott..hello aslkm dr fadhilah ke tu?sy puan siti nurbaiyah dr bentong.mcm ni dr..sy diundang ke satu majlis ni yg rs sy ramai laa yg nk pegi.sy pon plan nya nk pegi laa dgn persatuan kawasan sy ni.jd dh plan punya plan..last2 min sy rs sy xdpt pegi laa doktor krn mslh peribadi.mslhnya doktor..sy ssh nk explain knape sy x bole pegi kt kwn2 sy yg dh plan tu.bknnye ape..kl ikut plannya sy perlu ada.bt sy xdpt.mcm mn sy nk break d news doktor?sy rs bersalah n sy takut nnt diorg xdpt terima reason sy yg berunsur selfish ni.tp tu laa sy tak bersedia nk pergi rombongan tu.so datuk rs ape yg sy ptt buat dlm situasi sy ni datuk?"

tadika kristal seksyen 6

- "u see dat helly?dats u flying it".."no its not,dats a girl!" "not its not?okla2 its me then" "yeah its u.." ouh cmon,u pantene hair u..:p
- "draw me a pirate hat...no2..dats not a pirate hat.dats a cowboy hat!!" aishh muaz ni.im trying!!hmm cmne ehh nk draw pirate hat?need sum serious doodling consultation..

im not as taf

- aaa byknye kne buat.a week of anxiety disorder.i'll try to be strong.i love me :)
- hmm i need a BUZZ!! a black buzz!!tun tgh buat ape?
- seminar day!!ishh..seronoknyee jd cikgu!!

netbook n green teas

SIGHH.. today i terpaksa whine.whine yg berharkat pjg.n i regret that whining comes with several curses.astaghfirullah..started when i dh nervous abt my case reports (sukenyee).n dgn nervousness yg bak kate didi.."hmm mlas nk ckp ngn hani dh"..i mule rs hmm xpe ..i cn do it.i dh start dh buat half of 1 of 3 cases.n then tibe2 td bile i nk cont,dgn tenang hatinye i bkk netbook,words..poof..gone..i dunno which land it landed,which rubbish bin it got into, n wic dog ate it..but hilang.sdeynyeeeee..rs mcm..mcm..aaa..weak..sebbaik my sis ade.sebbaik ana remind her mak enon sister to selawat byk2.tk a deep breath.smileee..distract myself from thinking.dun think jez do it.maka aftr afew therapeutic raya songs(seriously it helps!),berbekalkn doa penerang hati,i calm blk.thx ana kesygn beta for comforting me eventho u bz wit xms.org yg berusaha insyaAllah dpt hasil kn ana.anyway, i nk jd nocturnal mlm ni.br byk hasil tangkapan.

- cnt wait for next wkend.but xpe i bole sbar.so pls God.d most merciful..make more time for me :) berusaha2!!

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cik cahcomel askum.konpem dh.tiket blk aku jum dpan,kol 6 bertolak from dublin,then
smp msia 7.10 pg next day.hehe.cuak lak tetibe ;p
cik HB aaaa...serious?!cptnyee!!sdey..!!!
cik cahcomel ko buat laa taebo sengsorang skrg.huhu

- sygnye ngn cik cahcomel.eventho jarang dpt spend time but bile spend time together rs fun je.hmm cik diya-lowtone kate.."kl ko sdey aku yg hsemt die lg terase"...hmm btul jgk.kesian diorg...kesian kitorg cik cahcomel.i hope we'd still keep in touch n never lose our frenship till d end.wish we had spend more time 2gether.aa gonna miss u n ur dishes :(:( gudluck darling!nnt blk jumpe!!
- cnt send her to d airport.aaa..dem u case presentation!!


-sori laa.So7 sgt synonym ngn hidup i.for u cik cahcomel :)

natural look..like cherry..

awww...i jez love cute kids.esp those who cn defies sumone like cox...a straight shooter..gee..mcm nadzmi my 4yo cuz yg sgt la notty itu.hmm miss chatting with him sambil main jig puzzle or badminton.he nvr fail to amaze me with wat cm out frm his mouth..like.."bagaimana perasaan ibu skrg?gembira?" -aftr giving his mom a quick back massage to avoid being 'bash' for tsunami-ing d hse..
aww dun u jez love intelligent cute kids..buuut..plss not d ones with tantrums i cnt handle.well myb anak sndiri ok kot..
hmm mcm mn la mama handle twins mcm kitorg ni dlu.ouh yeah now i rmmber..d treatments me n hana used to get when we still in d phase of 'killing each other' - lock in our room,silent therapy for a few hrs.tv tgk ikut tingkap.n byk kali laa rs selipar.hangers jgn kate,hahaa..kne dera?eh xlaa..mmg kne la kn,kl ikut threshold org biase pon xtahan.

- skrg dh baik dh.like cik pulut ckp aritu,bile dh besar ni,rs lg senyap.ouh yess..u become quieter,compare dlu2,uve reached milestones..if silence is golden pulut,uve make a millionaire by now.

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dis is kuih chang.me,hana n ibu's fav.adlh satu kewajipan for us to find kuih chang evrytime blk melaka.dlu when d pasar tani at d old site,snng nk cr makcik tu.but now since they moved d pasar to another modern building yg ade escalator, ssh plak nk jumpe.mn ntah makcik tu ilang.makcik ilang,kuih chang n nasi gunting pon hilang.ya makanya..kne depand on abah yg slalu successful in finding things dat we want to eat.sayaaaanng abah!!kuih chang ni baba nyonya punye actly.dumpling yg mkn ngn air gula melaka.slalunye kitorg beli smp 2-3 ikat.like mom like daughters mknnye.satu ikat brp ntah.xpnah pk hargenye.hmm kuih koci pon sdap.sedap die dpends on how sweet d inti is.i suke yg crunchy2 sket n xske yg dry.mama's fav too.aunty bedah mmg jd kesygan mama evrytime blk melaka sbb kuih koci laa,ahaha..well kl xde seme tu..makanya, our second fav bfast are usually mcm biase, nasi lemak ngn kangkung goreng yg jarang jumpe kt KL.kl xde jgk??mkn biskut buku keras or biskut hupseng cicah kopi or nescafe pnas..sambil2 tu ade jgk laa lempeng mama ngn sambal ikan bilis,wallaa..kami famili encik ismail adalah keluarga yg sgt bahagia bila time mkn kt rumah mama :)

- haiipp..watch ur sugar,sweet-toothie!!

not totally crap n rubbish

STUFF AND NONSENSE ~ Missy Higgins
Disobey my own decisions
I deserve all your suspicions
First it's yes and then it's no
I dilly dally down to duo
But I've got no secrets that I babble in my sleep
I won't make promises to you that I can't keep
And you know that I love you
Here and now not forever
I can give you the present
I don't know about the future
That's all stuff and nonsense
I once lived for the future
Every day was one day closer
Greener on the other side
Yes I believed before I met you
But I soon learned your love burned brighter than the stars in my eyes
Now I know how and when, I know where and why
And you know that I love you
Here and now not forever
I can give you the present
I don't know about the future
That's all stuff and nonsense

~ tis sweet song i stamp-sealed,with rubber stamp 'HEART' shape ,to cik farah :)
- hmm cudnt find d mp3.dh cr atas bwh dh :s

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today passing by sooo quickly.sila tekan butang slow motion X3.dh la d whole morning sleepy tahap sloth.bj kurung biru berkilat yg i pkai pon xmampu menceriakan diri,xtau laa org lain.walking through csi pon felt different.felt like sumthg missing.miss intan n d others kot ke i miss letterkenny?huahua..but dgn bangganya i survived d whole day without any hormones-asso behaviour.so..yeayy!gud timing,my neurones suddenly terexcited plak tgh2 cardiology seminar jez now.mcm abg zan ckp.. "renjatan!!" yooshh,onurmatgesetgo!!

- its almost 2weeks now dat penghuni Rumah Supersocial 'candle-light dinner' in d kitchen.uuu..kaya tauke lilin nmpknye..so we turn to tv-light n studylamp-light dinner.n kdg2 kitchen-hood light dinner juge..sweet kn :)

waktu yg tepat

Ahad 9 Zulhijjah - HARI ARAFAH,SUNAT MUAKKAD KITA BERPUASA; MAKSUD HADITH RIWAYAT IMAM MUSLIM & IBN HIBBAN DRP HADITH ABU QATADAH BHAWA RASULULLAH BERSABDA ; " BERPUASA PD HARI ASYURA AKAN MENGAKAFARAHKAN DOSA SETHN(SBLMNYA. MANAKALA PUASA HARI ARAFAH AKAN MENGKAFARAHKAN DOSA 2 THN; SETAHUN SEBLMNYA & SETHN SLPSNYA YG AKAN DTG"

Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha :)

- myb abit late.but xpe la,nxt yr myb,insyaAllah :)
- lame sgt??ok la ok la..next monday eh.terigt plak en hassan,d chatty kuwaiti,with his questions ala2 syllabus pendidikan islam darjah 3.rs nk percuss je his head.

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im learning to let go.still learning.
- another patah hati song for cik pulut :)
- old song la tp.SO7 ROCKS!! :p

fizik spm : lampu pijar

- ok now THIS makes me longing for it even MORE!!ehh..no no..not dat specky gadget freak guy.the OMNIA!!

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pnat kn bile dgr org mengeluh je.its a lil bit tiring jgk laa.n annoying too kn cik lyana..hmm wat do we get if we keep sighing eh?esp kl in public i.e. ym status,fbook status or wicever means of 'wide broadcastings'..ape eh?serious..ni soalan btul ni..mybeee kite dpt

a) BUZZ! "hi dear,wats wrong?wat happened?"...jom minum
b) kurangkn berat beban yg tersarat..oo no no bkn lemak..problems la..well by sharing ur clouds n pull whoever comes near under ur pitch dark cloud - d more d merrier.n more ppl cn look for ur silver lining .
c) time.a method of buying time.use when ur speechless.out of words.blank.blurr.lack of vocabs - apply aftr a long deafening silence n d cengkeriks start singing during any looongg..conversation.
d) evaluate sape yg concern dlu.not always applicable to guys even to male gobrainers.unfortunately.
e) sounds more interesting n complicated.oo yess..pls mk dat more obvious.we love mysteries!

- im not judging anyone.myb a certain someone.

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hana kate ayah g china last thurs.gee..pegi xbgtau pon.xde la,kl x,bole i pesan baby panda satu.yelaa, ayah br bg 'candy' in pet society.tu je ke?candy for 'roy nakatsu',not for me.huhu..myb im d one who shud put more effort.kot...but bkn dh bg ke num dlu.bg la msg wish ari ry ke (myb tmrw)or tanye "which phone do u want,kakak?samsung omnia?" hmm dat wud be nice..myb nk tunjuk kt atuk nenek yg ayah dh contact kot.walhal..hmm
n then siapa plak dis guy yg panggil my ayah 'ayah'?tibe2 add kt fbook plak tu.shud i ask or shud i not?hmm mlas laa..like i care.bt myb a lil bit curious.xpe la,bgs jgk.more 'frens' for roy,weee..

- sebbaik xde laa hensem sgt.huhu..
- to 'some ppl'..u almost made me jump inside my closet when u said u read my blog.but sebbaik im cool :p now..focus2!!

ash.."sgt laa hanimon"

The coat is inside out,
There is no sun above
Nothing is going good
Since I think of Ghita.
But Ghita's not in town
I asked why he's not around
It seems to me he's gone
He's gone abroad

Hard, I think it's very hard
Want, I don't know what I want
I know that you like me too
Ghita, what is up with you?
Young, come on in or go
Young, tell me yes or no
Ghita, please dont´t anger me
Tell me how your life will be

Ghita,
Tonight I'm waiting at the wicket
Me at the station I bought a ticket
Come to,
But don't come as you did before
As usually with empty hands...
Who else
Will and sing for you as I do
Entire evening just getting there
Ghita,
Show me a girl who's found of you
That loves you more as much as I do...

Ghita, te-astept diseara la portita
Langa portita de la scoala
Vino da numa nu vini cum vii tu
De obicei cu mana goala
Cine te mai asteapta ca si mine
O seara intreaga numai pe tine.
Ghita, arata-mi tu o fata care
Sa te iubeasca asa de tare!

- love d spanish version more..porrrtita
- thx mr c..for dis sweet cute song.sgt sesuai to end my paeds in letterkenny :D

turun bukit

ahh..dh nk blk galway dh?i cnt believe my days in letterkenny wud be over.y?y cnt i jez stay here instead.but kl stay nk stay ngn pulut,didi n diyana jugk.dun want to stay here alone. kl stay cni bole mkn free fish meal wit white wasabi dip evry day.ngn salads yg sgt byk.toast with butter n marmalade n cranberry juice evry morning.aah..miss them when they r free.didi n diyana sure gonna miss d free cereals of all range.ouh n desserts! hmm miss jgk sharing living room wit d girls.myb dh lame single kt galway,its fun to hv some company here.karaoke same2,bkk 'radio' same2,mkn same2 dpn tv,citer2..dh lame xrs cmtu kot.but nnt blk galway rs best jgk sorg2,hmm..
gonna miss d doc res where all d doctors lepaking,dining,n practically living.big screen tv,ensuite rooms,free internets,kitchen,n cafe..wat else cn a doctor needs?
ouh yeah..d gen. hospital!d atmosphere mcm kt hosp besar melaka plak.sgt suke dat surrounding compare ngn uchg yg agak compact n abit stressful.xke?hmm nnt miss jgk my consultant dr macquire n reg,dr osama yg sgt baek hati n eager to teach.smp td osama siap nk bg tutorial bile die nmpk kt doc res.sorryy..i chose tkmaxx instead.tmrw nk blk.ya makanya..huhu..pastu hmm kt galway mn ade long ward rounds in paeds ward yg bole smp 2hrs tu.aaa..rindu2..n mn lg nk dpt clinics yg full with autistic kids yg comel2.ahh...arini plak best sgt2.an autistic girl hugged me at d clinics.time2 nk blk laa kn.aahh..y??n then dat boy wit croup suddenly came to me to say hi in d wards.alaa..i miss their small hands n curly blonde hairs.huhu..hmm tmrw nk g neonatal unit.want to see my twins for d last time :)

- n suddenly on my last day in d clinics i talked to dis girl in northern ire accent.waahh...terigt braveheart plak..eurghh
- aa tmrw blk ke galway yg stress.reminds me of case reports,presentations n seminars..im gonna be alritee

satay-ed

"puluuut,kak ha suh check ni(finger pointed to my nostrils).check aa pulut..hitaam..serious.ahahaha"
"erkk,eh btul la hanii.hitamm!!(smbil menunjukkan kesan hitam pd tissue)eh ko tau x ni sign kl org burnt.uish kite nih dh terbkar hani!" - dat day,our lungs polluted with toxicating CO2,CO.aahh..i need galwaegian fresh air!

"bwh bilik aku je!buatnye meletup..xsempat aku beraya.."

dat sunday morning RUMAH SUPERSOCIAL buat fogging,oo no no no bkn fogging bunuh nyamuk but bunuh org,killing our lungs with carbon yg menyesakkn.d smell of burnt coal filled d air,tp for d 1st few mins,nobody even care to go downstairs n check. i yg bz meng'iron' bj instead of studying jg meng'ignore' baubauan trsebut.it is not uncommon for us to change food to coal.makanya,i tot..well yet another statistics laa kn.smp laa cik pulut barged in dgn muka panik.out frm my room,penglihatan dihadkn dgn asap tebal,dlm blurry2 tu me n cik pulut discovered d source of d smoke.sape yg xtutup grill ni(wasnt me ok)??on marked 6 plak tu.oven empty,kl ade fries ke wedges ke myb lg cpt kitorg bertindak.huhu..

- kagum tgk black suds covering d toilet seat n d sink.sign of burning juge..
- alaa..d video i made xbole upload.huhu
- kitchencabinet makcik mary bertambah cacat.im not totally bothered.

sacred heart

A picture began circulating in November. It should be 'The Picture of the Year,' or perhaps, 'Picture of the Decade.' It won't be. In fact,unless you obtained a copy of the US paper which published it, you probably would never have seen it.

The picture is that of a 21-week-old unborn baby named Samuel Alexander Armas, who is being operated on by surgeon named Joseph Bruner.

The baby was diagnosed with spina bifida and would not survive if removed from his mother's womb. Little Samuel's mother, Julie Armas, is an obstetrics nurse in Atlanta . She knew of Dr. Bruner's remarkable surgical procedure. Practicing at Vanderbilt University Medical Center in Nashville , he performs these special operations while the baby is still in the womb.
During the procedure, the doctor removes the uterus via C-section and makes a small incision to operate on the baby. As Dr.Bruner completed the surgery on Samuel, the little guy reached his tiny, but fully developed hand through the incision and firmly grasped the surgeon's finger.

Dr.Bruner was reported as saying that when his finger was grasped, it was the most emotional moment of his life, and that for an instant during the procedure he was just frozen, totally immobile.

The photograph captures this amazing event with perfect clarity. The editors titled the picture, 'Hand of Hope.' The text explaining the picture begins, 'The tiny hand of 21-week- old fetus Samuel Alexander Armas emerges from the mother's uterus to grasp the finger of Dr. Joseph Bruner as if thanking the doctor for the gift of life.'

Little Samuel's mother said they 'wept for days' when they saw the picture. She said, 'The photo reminds us pregnancy isn't about disability or an illness, it's about a little person.' Samuel was born in perfect health, the operation 100 percent successful.

- one of God's greatest miracles.
- a fren fwd dis to me.sgt2 amazed kn.rs terinspired plak.it's like making a pie inside out.ermm..

sandy is taf

bilakala 'some ppl' membuat langkah drastik towards u either intentional or not but menimbulkn effect kejutan followed by rs yg sgt xbest,adakah anda..

a) membuat obvious facial expression@gestures dat u hate what he/she did eg. frowning with a smirk,kl bole gv d 'THE ROCK' signature frown.

b) impulsively,get out of there n start silent treatment.plg best becomes invisible either in YM or deny his/ger existence for like..forever..until dat ppl got it - hmm..deafening silence.agak sadis..

c) dgn tona annoyed n high pitch..
"heeyy..actually i xbrp xsuke laa ape yg u buat/ckp td.xbrp comfortable.ermm kl bole jgn buat lg bole" - alala..baiknyee..mungkin less effective.
" weh aku serius xsuke laa ngn cara ko.actually not jez me,diorg pon(attack rmai2 myb kurangkn effect guilty).ko mmg ade socialprob eh.plss..if u hv dat prob,do tell me.we cn show u how.." - PBL style.might works!

d) terkjut but simpan dlm hati.pastu buat cool n dgn berlapang hatinye accept dat dat somebody myb xsedar terover react.myb dats how he/she behaves with other ppl.koott..

e) eh xyah laa emo.xpon xnk emo sorg2.tgu smp ade org complaint dlu n br laa kite pon menokok bebankn lg cerita tu.

sadly to say,today wat i did was e)..wic i totally regret it.very much.y am i so weak?lemah!situation yg spttnye cn be ctrlled.hmm i hope ibu's prayers do cme true.in d mean time,jdkn itu as a guideline.
- touched by a fren's advice.insyaAllah i'll rmmber wat u sed.get well soon :)

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- jgn biarkan hani jd org yg lupa pdMu..aminn

sequential

on our 1st on-call attempt.me n didi already planned to follow mr mcquire's on-call last tues.so there we were,2 high-spirited girls,in paeds unit at 6pm,trying to find mr mcquire or anyone frm d team.dgn abit hesitation,i went n asked d nurse bhind d desk.

"excuse me,sorry..ermm is mr mcquire's team on-call today?ermm do u noe where cn we find him?"
nurse yg blom sempat jwb,was cut by dis hindustani looking young man,who was standing beside me all along.SHO kot..Reg?highly unlikely..
"hmm wat yr r u?" he asked,not looking at us.too bz kot smp xde mase nk turn his head n look at us.
" ouh erm we r 5th meds student frm galway.." (who d..?)
" 5th med?wow u asked a funny ques.ur already in 5th meds n u still dont know consultants dont attend on-calls." wit dat smirk on his face..he cont doing his work.."im d poor person u shud be looking for..bla bla.." xpuas hati plak since we didnt try to look for him instead..
" ouh sorry we didnt noe dat.." quickly(rudely) abrupted.." ok..hmm..probbably u cn do some work for me.ouh..no..i dun tink u cn.hmm ok...if u want to follow me for d on-call, answer dis ques..wat is d symptoms of coarctation of aorta?"
" ermm (dem,i noe dis!!), short of breath...". didi.."tachypnoea.." agak lmbt but we were trying to get it right.ouh plss dun blank now..
" faster2...answer me quickly..i want d sign not d symptoms!!" suddenly he raised his voice.aaa...i cnt tink when im being pressured like dat ok.really nk create attention in d ward la kn doc ni.great!!" c'mon2..ok gv gv me d symptoms of heart failure.c'mon faster2.."
"..left heart failure wud be..sob,tachypnoea,tachycardia.." i blurted out..
"dats d sign,i want d symptoms.if u dun get dis right,u wont get to follow me.." arghh..
nurse yg agak terkjut "zaf***,ur being mean.now even im afraid to talk to u.."
dr yg menyebelkn "yeah,now i'm being all scary.." with a grin..grr..
then tibe2 he said he had to go n will cm bck to noe d answer.5mins..10 mins..15mins n going..huhu..sorry,we got better things to do. xkn nk tgu smp syncope plak kn.so willingly we jez followed a nurse to do d BP on a baby...n jln2 sket,look2 ard..n blk..not really dat dissapointed by not seeing him.but i bet he thinks dat we were dat terrified to jez leave d ward.
n today..i saw him in d ward.i saw him looking at us..nk tgu answer ke?meh..cme n ask us again la..cmon,faster2!

- hmm myb my threshold abit on d high side.y didi mcm sgt xpuas hati n i plak yg rs mcm alaa..i jez dun care..mlass,not o-big-a-deal..study2!!
- terigt ibu at d office.hmm..
- jumpe twins kt nenonatal unit..i want twins too!! :p

milestones

cn i be more critical?(like 'some ppl' always said to me..pedentic @ snotty)up until now i still hv no idea wat im looking for in my life.medicine is diff story..it found me.my adhoc ouh-so wat-ques of d day..hmm silap tu.actually its not dat i dunno wat i want but bcoz i want wat i want,i tink probably i shud try evry possible chances dat i consider may lead me to wat i want.wallaa..we nvr noe till we get to noe it rite.so watever comes my way n when i see d possibilities,i sed yeah y not..sila laa..walk myself through d door laa kn.n now instead of getting exactly wat i really dream of since...d last 2 summers,i tink probably i got d oppo.myb not totally but sumhow ade laa loopholes yg agak obvious.i cn either cover it up with black tar n drive over it or reverse n jez take diff route.so how?dh mcm 'the road not taken,sorry i cnt travel both..' dh ni.i dh xnk jd org yg bumped into my ex-admirers dlu2 seeing them walking with their new 'love interest' jez bcoz i was so quick to judge.n being asked..so wic one is ur bf?between ashraf n peqli?wow mmg total mydriasis effect lah..
hmm i slalu kate we hv d right to choose.selagi kite in d right position,be it religiously,morally n lawfully, we hv d right to choose. d world is one's oyster.as long as d oysters r fresh,carpe diem!but wat if i wont get wat i wish for,shud i wait or shud i jez accept wat lies in front?CLEO ni jahat tau.shes d one who taught me nvr settle for second best n nvr lower down ur expectation.or i'll might regret it.hmm feminism.but tu laa..as cik jang said,sbar..nk jumpe org yg memahami ni ssh.ya makanyaa..kl lmbt sori laa :p

- aish..pouring2 while listening to pulut's low tone(less?) rendition of babyface's what if(at least wat i tink it is) maka inilaa hasilnye..
- eh dh thurs,n i'll be going bck for d wkend dis fri.y am i feeling sad?best sgt ke letterkenny?mcm best..

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"Jgnlah kamu bersikap lemah, dan jgnlah pula kamu bersedih hati, padahal kamulah org2 yg paling tinggi darjatnya, jika kamu org2 yg beriman."
- Surah Al-Imran ayat 139

"Wahai orang-orang yang beriman! Bersabarlah kamu (menghadapi segala kesukaran dalam mengerjakan perkara-perkara yang berkebajikan), dan kuatkanlah kesabaran kamu lebih daripada kesabaran musuh, di medan perjuangan), dan bersedialah (dengan kekuatan pertahanan di daerah-daerah sempadan) serta bertaqwalah (be fearfull of Allah The Almighty) kamu kepada Allah supaya, kamu berjaya (mencapai kemenangan)."
Dan mintalah pertolongan (kepada Allah) dengan jalan sabar dan mengerjakan sembahyang; dan sesungguhnya sembahyang itu amatlah berat kecuali kepada orang-orang yang khusyuk"
- Surah Al-Baqarah ayat 45

- yoga haram ehh?wat d fish??aishh..ayahanda once said kelemahan muslims skrg sbb terlalu melihat Islam dr sudut hati,instead of akal.so think!eceeehh..hmm need more sesi kaunseling with him :s

silent nite

a part of me wants to stay n a part of me is getting sick of evryday malingering. pengabaian tahap kronik atau in denial ni perlukn aggrasive treatment.cthnye menukar tahap keselesaan dr duvet-comfort zone to bone chilling-sleeping bag,free fish meals n roommates yg rajin or nmpk rajin.

- God,can u pls make my brain super absorbent dat sponges evrythg up.jez my brain..i dun want to be a spongebob n work as a frycook.
- n ouh..cn i hv superpower like kaito?...seriously..

feel soo much..

singing it ~

Do you hear me,
I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky oh my, baby I'm trying
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Oooohhhhoohhhhohhooohhooohhooohoooh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music, fell the air
I put a flower in your hair
Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

- one of d songs dat perks me up early in d morning..esp when i powerwalk to csi for morning tutorials,passing through d enable ireland parking lot while usyaing every cars,xf jaguars,BM's..etc..ouh found a new car today..orange suzuki sx4..mucho love it!punya sapa ya?
- faarrr better than exist's HaniLempengHangus..:p
- wat a typical "melodramatic" entry..sigh..i shudve gone to dunnes or argos n get d hse a new kettle..

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last nite's VSA play was brilliant.somewat wish dat i had joined in.bt it's ok,theres always nxt yr...yeah rite..anyhoo,for those who dun noe abt it,it's a play competition between classes.it's like watching several free movies in 1 whole hot warm nite.well actually they charged 5euro per person but me n lyana got away with puppy eyes look n innocent smiles(thx john!)..weee..beesstt,eventho had to crampped on d stairs.didnt expect a full house.love evrythg esp james bond sketch by d 3rd meds,well d winner kn..but not by d zero meds tho.hehee..n i personally lurvee d final meds sketch.good impersonation..ouh eamon u sgt laa best jd d gerflah d great,great job mann!n not to forget suke tgk abg handsome in d final meds photoalbum slide show at d end.irish yg kacakk..hehee..
small change,big changes ayee..i guess i'll start with d..ermm..me bum?!hey u,get of d chair noww!!

- final meds album..rmainye msians yg kawen.how abt our batch?we need a spell breaker(or 2)..anyone??

7 habits 101

waahh..sunday yg best.dgn hanya menolak dan melipat duvet yg comfy n warm,my world became alot brighter.hmm..now i realized evry single time i succesfully pushed away all my lazybummyness,my selfishness n pressing lil bit on d accelerator, i've gain more,ive bcome happier,more productive n content n n ..sunshine n bunnies.kl i mlas n ikut kn kate internet n my single bed ni,i'd probably hv regretted it.hhmm..btullaa,who can tell wats best for us except Allah yg menggerakkn hati..
sports day yg sgt sgt best.sgt best bile bole cheer2 n main2.sgt best main volley dgn skill yg sgt lousy,quote cik sarinah, lebih rendah dr beginner..pon dpt mnng medal,ahaha..n happy bcoz its been soo long seen ive played futsal n basketball,cheering n clapping smp sakit tgn.puasss..ouh n also digging cakes ramai2 n junkfood mcm bdak tadika lpas hari sukan or hari guru..

- thx MSoc..next yr buat sprint ke,rentas desa ke,cycling ke,weee..:):)
- congrats rumah merah for getting 1st place..n million congrats to rumah kuning kebanggaan beta bcoz berjaya jump from 4th place to 3rd.kehadiran anda sgt2 dihargai,hehee..
- thx ain for mencuak n meng'tachycardia'kn i with ur advice for 5th med paeds n ent.seriously i need to set d gear to 4 now.no winter break for me!!!huhu...well thx for ur tips n advices.u shudve precribe me with diazepam as well.huhu
- jawa (while watching me munch cadbury choc) eh hani ko mn bole mkn coklat kn..ko rs brp byk ko dh turun td?....aaaaa

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last week i brought d lazyness,procastination to d lext level.i ignored,i played blind,i jez dun care to bother.n enjoyed doing jez dat.dgn essay yg due on last fri,i purposely listed my name to go to a talk in dublin wic initially hv no intention to watsoever.either bcoz i didn't quite interested in d topic,or succumbed to my guilt for waited until d last week of GP to do d report,or jez plain lazy.but then i tot,well i need to run away from my guilt,do sumthg,get sumthg,then i can push myself to do my work.rather than sitting at hme,chatting,writing,doing evrythg else but study.i hate it!so there i was in dublin,went to d talk with d gals.d talk by dr azam tamimi was abt muslim political thought n practice.hmm it wud be interesting topic to listen to if we were not too sleepy n doze off haf way of it.well blom smp talk tu abes kitorg rmai2 hit d road..walking la actually to d city.shopping witout hesitation n guilt...bt me not really dat excited to shop.1st myb terigtkn all d cashflow during my GP att(cafe food yg mahal plus nk bli exercise machine,weee) n myb happy sgt dpt jumpe ash n syikin..huhu..we talked n talked n 'abusing' each other..mkn icecream,exchange gossips mcm dlu2..god,i miss them..in d end dpt laa sebrg 2 tierack scarves yg canteekk..(:
"so ape citer ko skrg?ko jgn nk sorok2 eh..cpt citer!"then dgn openheartnye i pon bkk citer encik C.tentang sumthg yg i xbole accept.tentang comment syikin yg agak negative when i show him to her.n ttg kegedikan yg i xmampu nk tolerate.wit a sympatic look,ash kate "accept je laa hani.myb tu jodoh ko."...noooooo..i am fickle :s

- jay driving je dlu..i dun want to make d same mistakes.suddenly my brain singing d song 'cinta pertama'..want d best for ourselves.rite hana (:

ya makanyaa..

after abit of struggling with ym calling due to net jakarta yg agak slowmo,too much smog myb, finally i cn hv a looong conversation with hana sambil2 lipat bj n play with my pet,roy.multitasking mmg my talent..hmm kesian ana.

"han,ok x if i get dat iphone?sms best..net..blabla..u tink?"
"hmm best u tink u need it"
"u tgk ni..die bla bla bla *link*. abg tu kate die book for me lg 4 days amik.kl ana bli ana jual my htc n jez add rup4juta." pufff..offline.
online blk aftr a few mins bila mn i tgh do other stuff.attempt to call no.8.still..cnt reach.my chest suddenly rs congested.rs nk burst.aa geramnyee..then got it..
"helo..haa ani so how?shud i?ashraf pon pkai best je.bla3.." - aaa,same repeat ques.
"u ni kn ana..kl u nk bli bli laa.kl ana tanye ani pon bt u rs u nk bli,u bli jgk kn.n u noe better abt ur financial,nnt regret,bla3..bla3..bla3.." - tone yg obviously annoyed."but ana nk tanye ibu dlu laa.nk pinjam duit ibu..bla3.."
"aisshh yeke pinjam..u g la tanye ibu dlu..bla3" - annoyed tone lg
"hmm,u ni kan..xpe laa"
"huh?waat??i ni knape..?" - huhu i noe i was a horriblesnotty monster jez now..
"hmm xde laa.u bc je laa enab nye entry in our blog.nnt u tau laa.how to be a gud listener.bkn sbb u ke ape.(yeah ritee)bt i tink mmg bgs laa kl u,kite bc.ala u tau,yg 7 habits tu.." - ecece..nk promote laa kn blog gcc diorg tu,hee..zuupp..i rs guilty.hmm i bli je dat book bt "nvr" had d time to read it.huhu
"sorry dear i was a bad bad listener.yelaa,ani tgh..rs xbeeest je arini..sorry laa"
- yela tu,tau sndiri la,u mmg not a gud listener :s

habit #5: seek first to understand, then to be understoodby Stephen R. Covey
People tend to filter the information they receive through their own paradigms, reading their autobiography into other people's lives, or projecting their own home movies onto other people's behavior.
When another person is speaking, we usually "listen" at one of four levels: ignoring, pretending, selective listening, or attentive listening. We should be using the fifth, highest form of listening - empathic listening.
Active or reflective listening is skill-based and often insults the speaker.
Empathic listening is listening with intent to understand the other person's frame of reference and feelings. You must listen with your ears, your eyes and your heart.
Empathic listening is a tremendous deposit into the emotional bank account. It's deeply therapeutic and healing because it gives a person "psychological air."

- special thx to enab frm GCC for dis enlightenment :):)

...of oneself

- dis whole week i feel sooo..useless n miserable.no matter how much i did,i noe im not competent enuf,i noe im not resposible enuf,i hardly do any study,not as serious dat i noe i shud n i cud..despite spending a whole lotsa time under d heat of my study table lamp away frm d warmth of me bed.rs stupid sbb byk keje yg spttnye siap xsiap2 like my ENT case yg terpostpone smp abes MCQ dis friday,n keje sbg penyimpan mohor besar duit MYS.d more i keep pushing d more they kip coming..
- itu blom lg rs regret yg sgt sbb duties sbg ahli rumahsupersocial mcm xterhandle,turn masak yg mengundang kekecohan,xterbuatgrocery..menambahkn beban guilty terhadap saham amanah i.gazillion apologies to my hsemates yg terpakse mkn pizza last week.segala kekurangan bole diclaim aftr fri eh korg,weee
- d thing i hate d most..d most!!dis week je dh 2kali bgn lmbt.sebbaik la jd 2nd last or 3rd smp kt eye tutorial.kl driving bole la kate jam ke,minyak abes tgh jln ke..ok laa,sorry im late bcoz my hse is jez too near dat i hitchhike a snail??phwwttt
- tanggungjwb utk melapor di atas juge agak kurang menyenangkn ati.bkn agak..mmg sgt merisaukn.tidak sepunctual n selama dlu :(:(
- ye gelengkn kepala 3 kali n start fresh.hana kate die tau kami ni,kami yg 2 org ni la,slalu bile rs truk,bad,horrible trus cont to be bad,bt hana kate jgn ani jgn..kite kne trus buat baik n when we feel good we do more good n good things come to us.yess..thx hana for reminding.huhu

- rs mcm nk ltak blk notebook dlm kotak cantik2 n sent it back to PC world dgn harga 2,3 kali lipat takpun letak bwh katil tepi dumbbell yg xberusik tu.huhu..i cnt!hidup i akan jd separaprimitif,greyish mcm tv 60'an plus winter yg kurang sunshine n bunnies n chronic symptom adlah bilakala my cheek terkurang 2-3mm in thickness.
- doakan sy ye :D

And even though I know how very far apart we are,
It helps to think we might be wishing on the same bright star,
And when the night wind starts to sing a lonesome lullaby,
It helps to think we're sleeping underneath the same big sky!--i noe its kinda cheeesyy but dis dedicated to my dearest sis.u always mk me feel blessed for evrythg dat i hv,we hv :)

bila rasaku ini rasamu

today i discovered sumthg new abt myself.i learned dat i am an adenoidectomy-phobic..or is it ENTtheater-o-phobic?well myb mix dgn rs agak mlas nk tgk ent coz asyik tgk d same procedures je n of coz nk 'study' at hme.i mmg xde perasaan nk pegi bt since i xnk rs guilty n nk jd anak yg baik,i pon pegi laa.its not my 1st time joining d ENT theater n believe me when i sed i didnt quite enjoy d last time i was in...d last time we had dis 1 yr olg black girl,wit braided hair all over, going through adenoidectomy.d 1st few mins ok,fine..as i watched dr sardar across d operating table n wondering how a 1yr old girl has soo much hair,suddenly i felt palpitation.ape ni ape ni..br 20 mins diri.dr sardar time tu tgh bz 'spooning' out d adenoid frm dat poor girl's throat wit a big metal scrapper.camne tu?hmm lemme draw it...imagine throat bdk tu mcm kayu yg kite gune time kemahiran hidup dlu nk buat musical box or rak rempah yg kite tersalah nail,pastu mesti kite nk pull dat nail it out kn..haa mcm tu laa plus blood being sucked in.whooshh out came two big adenoids.by dat time,i dh rs weak,my tummy mcm ade fish swimming2 inside.mask yg i pkai i bukak tutup,for better ventilation.badan rs panas yg melemaskn.dr sardar perasan ke.alaa..xsuke bile i xnmpk taf.haa..time tu laa i nmpk silver dots.mula2 sikit then die byk2 n mcm excited.aish..bkn xpnah tgk amputation or mastectomy or even worse procedures.i cnt imagine bile buat my 1st delivery nnt.at last attempt to be in denial n conciously tried to justify d pathological reason i jd cmtu,i terpakse cont in d changing room..lemah!

today,me n didi g lg theater.as i checked mr lang's patient list,nmpk adenoidectomy lg.alaa..ok xpe..lets try again dis time.to prove my diag is wrong laa konon.2 enlarged thyroid n adenoid kne buang frm dis 3yr old boy.ksian tgk bdak tu.dh la cute with blonde hair.ee geramm..n then ouh noo not again.time tu dr sardar tgh stitching.WAT THE FISH?!aaahh benci la cmni.2 kali i kluar masuk theater,dats it!enuf!i nk blk.tinggalkn sj didi sorg2,i blk rumah buka puasa ngn kuih ry.well thx didi for ur concern.kite dh ok dh,alhamdulillah :)

- xsuke bila org kate i pengsan2 sbb xmkn.i bole je diri 3-4 hrs kt eye clinic time puasa aritu.ok je..huhuhu..
- didi kate i xbole join ENT..ouh well wateverr.didi kate i myb xbole jd paediatrician..NOO..:(

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- ressa herlambang aka indonesia's usher.
- cik pulut kate aritu nk layan lagu patah hati.biase la org hepi nk dgr lagu cmtu.i jumpe byk.tgu org request je ni :p

80's smell

-39 yr old grand'mama'.ouh n dat was 11 yr old pakcu..we grew up together.back then we became his probono singers while he played his guitar to rock kapak songs until he moved to live with our mom.he used to say "sape buli ana ani ckp ngn pakcu k.ckp ngn diorg pkns tu dlu pakcu punye 'area' tau."..while he was d one who tied our tudungs bile nk g mengaji one day like ninja turtles.n we were like dat all d way..huhu..n who said we dun hv any brothers?
-our 3rd bday bash..mama sgt terer buat kek.suke bli all those choc sticks,choc coins,smarties,kokocrunch etc n watched mama arranged them on cakes.hmm myb dats where i pickup d passion..*rolling eyes*
-during 2nd wedding in d fam.pakngah's kot..i sed to hana,i didnt look like a happy kid kn :p

- n who cud believe my pakngah cud got married back in those days.well..tall n handsome kn even in faded jeans n tennis shoes.evry time raya je anak makcik raja dtg rumah tanye pakngah n pakcu dh blk blom.ishhh..
- our baby sisters..nurdanisya yg kne cropped her hair by amoi 'hairstylist' n audrey afiqah who got her first 'feet' when chasing keropok lekor we bait her.ibu kate "kak ani,dun feed her biscuits anymore,nnt afiqah lg bsar..".yet next morning ibu fed her cheddar cheese singles..as her dessert.aahh..nnt i blk i'll be seeing her jumping,running,chasing more food n calling me kak ani.fast fwd plss..n nisya,i hope she will finish wat we left off..counting frm 1-5..ABCs yg xpnah khatam2 tu.blame it to fifi d flowertots n piku d penguin?..c'mon nisya,i noe my sis cn do it!
jez to see how much we look alike..or more exactly,is chubbiness hereditary..

hai pojaan hati

di balik pintu kayu bilik i yg agak mewah n berkos tinggi ni,adalah satu disaster.since last wed our heater membisu seribu bahasa.oil yg dimasukkn xmampu bertahan lama rupenye.situasi diamplify dgn carpet nipis summer edition n weather yg mula membuli dgn angin beku.i yg biasa hidup dlm kesenangan,dimanja dgn sinaran uv yg cukup memasakkn last summer,i hanya mampu memohon kekuatan dalaman.hoping dat God wud grant my prayer by increasing my basal metabolism.laundry di ampaian menuggu giliran di tepi heater menceriakn lg my presidential suite ni.i xmampu membantu,eventho theoritically d 'hotness' cn be transferred by convection.ive decided to keep d 'hotness' all for myself.wee..ya makanya i jd OKU,oppss..not trying to offend anyone..but i mula beroperasi di dlm duvet.bkn mlas ye say but electric bills yg xsanggup ditanggung sesiapa buatkn i lbih cautious,opt for cheaper.evrythg for d future kn.my way of saving d mother earth by saving my money (:

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ladies n gents,im fragile.im vulnerable.fyi im not as taf as u tink i am.homesick?naahh..too early..buli?blk2 buli?nope..my threshold masyaALLAH,God knows how unreachable it is :p..cerekarama in my fam?naah..waaay past dat 'mourning' stage..my status yg stagnant malignant single?its ok.seriously,im at d lagging stage.prodrome.i hv to close 1 ear n 1 eye la tp.over here,di rumah supersocial ni,almost evry single blurted word,65% laa,referring to topik berkenaan.its ok,doa mama n ibu for me to get a doctor are mood stabilisers (:

so apa yg cik HB fretting abt nih? im at d verge of getting rid of all 'old' stuff but im still clinging to it like i hold my netbook now.sbb mhal..but i noe,sgt2 tau yg kl i x put it in d bin,i yg fragile akan sentiasa gv in n keep it for another day.mcm cerita KEKASIHKU SERU plak.but i want to b like'Marisa',bkn marisa sniper yg ala macho tp manja tu,but marisa yg cuba resist 'Waris' yg mencari beliau sbg keeper.ishh best sgt2 citer tu.they really shud consider a movie.serious.dem good..moving on,i noe kl i prevail,Allah akan buka byk jln utk cik HB.Allah kn Maha Adil..now,cik PULUT,tolong remindkn i dgn nasihat ye,cik LAYEN,eventho u agak2 suam garang,sila gunakn nada dissappointmt anda.huhu..

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hari Raya yg best..dpt kad yg sgt3 sweet frm kakakku syg,cik hana n afew other cards yg membuat i melompat girang.i seronok smyg raya diikuti openhses smbil escape cls berjemaah tanpa regret n ignorant max.sesiapa yg x septtnya meletakkn priority selain beraya ie those in ent,opthal n psych mengundang 'booo' pd diri sndri.hee..i sgt grateful fames amos cookie recipe yg valid membuatkn i excited habiskn batch smp 330am.bgn x sleepy plak tu,amazing!n 1 more thg,alhamdulillah i bangga krn berjaya chat dgn ayah aftr soo..long..(:(: ok time to move on wit usual stuff.ry tgu wkend yee

- terigt my bday party with hana every single yr smp kite 4yrs old kn hana.jez like in d clip.evry yr we got big laaaarge cake yg dibuat khas by mama.saayaaaaang mama..ouh d song..sgt sesuai utk 'cik yg agak blurr in love' di sn :p
- miss main 'rumah2' wit cousin nami.."kak ani,ni la rumah nami.mewah kn?kak ani kne masak,nami nk g kedai jap naik toyota avanza".."oo kak ani nk pesan telur 5 biji,ikan 1,ayam 2,tepung 1.." hmm gud way to test child's memory n math,lalala

late nite showcase

Aftr afew days of postponing,finally last nite me n penghuni rumah supersosial yg lain berbuka puasa kt town.or specifically tgh2 jln shop street.dgn butler's yg superdelish di tgn,we all headed to our next 'fuel' stop..eastern tandoori dgn niat nk mkn roti naan pnas bercicah kuah.agaknya lupa kot dgn tummy yg dh shrinking sbb puasa,confidentnye we ordered 3 dishes with rice n capati.1 regular iced mocha tu mcm xde effect bile nmpk prawn jalfrezi..ya makanya..all of us ended up with tummy overload symptoms..nausea,hiccups,red flushes n sleepy.mlm yg challenging..terawih pon bole short of breath ke?melampau..but bole kot kl ikut imam td,hehe..jgn marah ye cik imam :p

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Along d way to town td,byk btul crite yg cm up.n of coz revolve ard penghuni rumah supersosial n kehidupan mrk.kehidupan org lain xbole buka bln puasa ni ok..smbil2 jln n dgr crite i play bck 'projector' i yg always on standby mode.myb their storylines r much less d same frequency with my projector.hmm my projector ni dh ade evry slides that showcase evry imaginable things i want in my life.dh ade chronology,jez waiting to be execute.story sket?naah..Starlight Cinema i tutup mlm ni..cont on..u all mesti pnah dgr kn..to want sumthg,u hv to lose sumthg.btul x?sacrifice IS a big word.but if we believe in Allah's promise,as long as kite redha n ikhlas,if we lose sumthg,we'll get sumthg farr better in return.insyaAllah.am i right?soo..ape yg i kne lose other than weight n fat tu?kl cik pulut mesti die kate tanye hati n iman..i pun tanye laa..hmm..mmg ade..
waah topik sarat plak mlm2 ni.iced mocha td ke?ke induced by storytelling session yg generate my right brain ni?watever it is..i noe evrytg dat happened to me is sumthg dat ive been through b4.dh jd recurrent acute 'hati'tis interna kot.sumbody prescribe me low-dose antibiotic pls.cik pulut ke?i dun want to get 'down' syndrome.naahh..my life is always sunshine n bunnies..(:

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another nite of soul purifier..
like thumbprints,there r no souls alike.each of us is a masterpiece,created by God with evry uniqueness n with own special abilities.mcm citer heroes,evryone has a purpose.kl i,i nk jd dat japanese watchamacallit guy.sbb best..erm my point is,with all d abilities,all our differences..evry action dat u tk,evrythg dat u r,be it ahpeng jual paper,or even 5yr old autistic kid,u'd leave an impression on dis world.so walk cautiously.n most importantly tink abt d effects on our souls.kesian die.Allah bg elok je,dgn fitrah yg sama semuanya.ayahanda i once said,jaga our soul,biar kita pulangkn cantik2,hensem2 je nnt.but we r merely humans,yg normal n tend to mk mistakes.wat i noe is dat d more sins we do,lg pendek,gemuk n gelap laa die.vice versa.hmm i tink i kne buat 'extreme make over' kot.letakkan another cermin besar di hdpn..

- hana once said..threshold kite ni tinggi kn ani..ge-er sekali..
- suddenly i terigt kt en japar..hmm watever happen to him i wonder

lazy tuesday

got bck frm class,chat for awhile,do d laundry,watched kekasihku seru fast fwd mode until epi 7 (where they finally..fiiinally told marisa evrythg,dat shut her up),turun bwh buat cucur ikan bilis for buka at ayesha'a hse while regreting things i cudve done for another ramadhan day,got bck frm ayesha's,shower n now..digging2 more 'rubbish'.finally i found andy samberg and chris parnell again..if anyone cn be super ridiculous sick,extraterrestrially genius,bum rolling funny,they cn.there r afew others but this is one of em dat got stuck in my hippocampus for 36hrs.suke tgk diorg munching d cupcakes.

See more funny videos at Funny or Die

n now u noe how me n hana spent d last few days of our summer job at our mom's office.hmm miss spending time with my dear sis.

- brp?800 sebln?uuish byk tuu..kahkah..ko tau x,najid jd sweeper kt manchester pon dpt 200pounds seminggu...korg ni keje cuci toilet ke kt sn?
- hmm biasa la.org berotak bijak slalu ade org dengki.

foot fetish

sj je i nk promote.fish spa.me n hana dh lame usya esp aftr redang trip.our feet like soo 'messed up',kata hana.byk org buat dkt tesco or giant yg usually they jez put all the fish in a pool.dh laa rmai org,share 1 pool.so usually we jez matikn niat n decide to go later.until when we strolled in the MARAKESH in sun.pyramid aimlessly,terjumpelaa FOOTMASTER.weekdays mmg xramai.kl ade pon usually org dtg tgk je.so dgn pnuh excited n xkesah duit dlm handbag,we jez went in.pandai kakak yg promote tu.i tell u..we were treated like princesses.yelaa..xramai org kn.kaki dispray.each of us dpt our own tank.not big pool ok.a tank each!so bygkn brp byk garapura fish yg dtg feeding.at first dpt anak ikan br gede,then abg tu kate try laa 'golongan veteran' aka big fish.br je masuk kaki,all those fish berebut2 mcm dlm lrt.preseverence perlu ade.n of coz i want evry bite worth evry penny.evrytime org dtg tgk tank yg transparent showing our feet swarmed wit fish,ade sesi interview.rs mcm buat iklan sunsweet,kayak superstar gtu.terpk plak i nk mintak haf price since jd unofficial spokeperson kn.price?30mins rm38.but worth it since xyah share.n kitorg dpt buat extra 15mins lg.tu pon xpuas lg fish tu feeding.next yr kak hani dtg lg ok ;)

- ash "korg tau tak..org kaki busukk je g situ.kl ani aku xsurprise laa.kenyang ikan tu,pastu pengsan sbb toxic."..stupid.funny but stupid.

sheeps!im back!!

aftr sending hana to d airport with abah(atuk) n mama(nenek),mama nonstop mengadvice cucu kesygan yg duduk di seat blkg.bayangkn dr airport until putraheights.dr bab study,keagamaan,cara berpakaian yg ideal in her eyes,morality,cara bersosial,pemlihan kwn,pemilihan 'kawan'..fully covered.kasih syg yg dicurah buatkn rs i xperlu join any of those kem motivasi anjuran wanita atau mn2 ngo.kata mama..

mama "mama xtau mama sempat ke x tgk anak mama(me laa)keje,jd doctor.mama xharap duit ani,mama xnk seme tu.mama nk ani happy,berjaya,dpt suami yg baik2,beriman..dh jgn kwn ngn org bkn2.ngn bdak indon tu jgn lg laa ye.mama xsuke.."
HB "hehe..yelaa,mmg xde pape pon..mama kt sn nnt doakan la ani nnt eh mama.."
abah "eh mama ko mmg la xkesah psl duit,sbb abah yg cr,bg die duit.abah nk duit.."
HB "huh?(abah yg berwatak serius kdg2 its hard to detect his joke).hehe..ala..abah dun worry la.abah mama mmg ade plan ani.."



-hmm..miss them soo badly :(
- hopefully mama abah sihat menjalani ibadah umrah.mama xsakit pinggang n abah xcpt pnat.ani doakan mama abah slmt pulang dis 20th.aminn..

atas nama libur

bandung trip yg begitu melelahkan memaksa i ikut serta dlm acara pe'malaise'an body n pemanasan katil berjemaah(bareng yuk!) bersama anak gaul rumah kos tanjung duren selatan ini.'therapy' di mall2 bertaraf antarabangsa dibekukan,diretard; stok nutrisi juga dibekalkan dorongan2(stalls bergerak) yg lewat dpn rumah seawal 530pagi.'syurga' makanan semmgnya semudah memberikan mangkuk plastik anda dan semurah 5000rupiah. cik enab berpesan..sila jd anak nongkrong n enjoy indon ads ditelly.hasilnya, i belajar mcm2 abbreviations baru like 'ssh BAB' dari iklan ubat panas dlm, dan i hafal semua iklan teh botol sosro.

setelah almost 2 days tak mendedahkan kulit i yg mulus kpd sinaran UV, ptg itu i n hana mula activatekn kembali socialcalendar kami mencari motif utk keluar.en fathul, mantan(or still) peminat hana ajak ke jakarta fair,ada dewa 19 kata beliau.ahhh..kami anti ahmad dhani,biar dia mem'self-brand' as 'makhluk tuhan paling nakal'. makanyaa..kami ke reflexy.menghypochondriackn diri ttg bowelmvmt yg dormant n blood circulation yg tidak serata, i n hana langsung ke Mediterranean tmpt hana berfitness.50000rup per hr..kok lumayan murah gitu.aftr hilang capeknya bertinsardin dlm angkut,acara self-pampering diteruskan di Citraland mall(CeEl).semmgnya kulit i yg sehalus Luna Maya doesnt need therapy.i xsuka public attention,i jd lemas.makanya..rencananya hana doang yg bertherapy.hana semmgnya adlah member tetap esthetic MELROSE yg reliable.15mins aftr dat i found myself on d bed,menikmati eye trtment/calming n shiatsu berserta super whitening trtmt.dasar narcissistic!mbak bilang "kulitnya udah bagus ya",i reply dlm hati..ya iyalaa,pede gitu lohh!!
usai trtmt yg agak lumayan besar itu, hana xabes2 apologising,rs guilty for dragging me along.she knew i dun need it.eh gapapa kok.see my nose plss for justification.cheaper pon to compare with what we can get bck hme knn...mlm itu kami pulang ke rumah kos dgn mmbawa plastik kecik berisi buah salak n 3botol green tea utk minimalisekn guilty.acara memborong di Tanah Abang nnt memerlukan bentuk modal yg lumayan.n for dat,rs guilty itu perlu wujud.hmmm..totebag LV utk acik yg dibelikan frm bandung memancarkan a faint light of hope.acik,my acct num is..ngeheee..today??bak kata cik sheh...hari2 terakhir nih is my ultimate leisure.keluar bilik jez utk mkn n bathroom,n tgk tv sket2.kemas bilik pon 28 nnt kot.ahahaha..

- en japar minta numnya hani di msia.mau dikasi atau ngak yah?kita ngak cptpercaya samaorg ya kn kakakku..
- cik enab udah pulang subuh tadi.i plak yg counting days.kata hana..hani jom kita g bandung lg for a day!!huehue
- addicted to the changcutter's and rossa's atas nama cinta~

kringg2..bandung pls!

flight AK956 delay announcemt buat i restless.frm far i cud see a grp of msians 'bearing' bigs yonex bags with them, who checked-in with me earlier.abg yonex bermuka zain ruffedge skaliskala buat survey,survey for anyone looking at his cute face n 'yummie' physique.ughh..puhlsss..too perasan to get my attention.heuheu..
luckily i saw another yonex guy.n i tot kl duduk sebelah die pon ok jugak, rather than i sit with those indons.so without me realizing,i was behind him at d ladder into d plane.smp on d seats,nobody was sitting besides him.hmm..to go or not to go.ooimmg suka sabotage my own 'plan'.so i took a seat BEHIND him.stuuupid..funny thing was,nobody sitting with me either.n so with this tough,macho,not bad looking indon guy,but abit noisy,sitting on d same row...

kate cik pulut,aku bkn perasan,tp aku mmg tau kl org tu suka kat aku...and this indon guy keep looking in my way.i smp sakit leher looking at d window je,trying to avoid making any eye contact with him.but through d window pane i still cud see his reflection looking at me.i dh la sleepy,my eyes cannot stand d comfy head rest n d pitch black view outside.ada org pandang2 plak.aahh..xkesahla.i nk tdo jugak.biar i nmpk comot or watever,i hope i didnt snore or anythg.abg yonex kt dpn.

d plane had landed.i bgn cpt2 to get out.but seeing all d ppl bertin sardin on d pathway,i duduk blk,between seats."adik,adik bole keluar.ya kami bagi laluan".uncle indon yg sama2 dgn abg indon macho tersebut calling to me yg blurr n buat muka skeptic.abg indon macho move abit to gv some space.rujuk qoute cik pulut.abg yonex tu dh senyum2 dh bcoz since dr td grp indon tu asyik gelak n senyum2 twds me n abg indon macho tu.d long closed plane door made me stuck between them.i tried to run,really i did.sometimes i pandang abg yonex for 'mercy'.but he did nothing except smiling xabes2.

"tadinya dia kasihan sama kamu,lihat kamu duduk sorg sana".dat indon uncle point twds d abg macho.abg macho sambil senyum2.."hi,boleh?(reaching out his hands twds me)"..ehh,nk salam2 plak.."ermm,xbole"(i smiled n buat gaya mcm scene 'kiamat sudah dekat')."oo,tak apa.mm kamu..mahu ke jakarta atau bandung?" "ke jakarta."
.....sesi interrogasi cik hani
"knapa tidak ke bandung?kami org nya bandung.di bandung dia ini pemain polo air,nii.kami br shj di msia ada game." uncle menyampuk plak.bila masa ada game polo air,kt tv xde pon.i tgk EURO2008.
kl kamu ke bandung bole lihat kolam airnya.di bandung juga susah skali kok mau lihat cowok yg jelik2.."
er,i cari noun 'jelik' dlm kepala.oook..i gelak sambil pandang uncle yg sedikit dlm kategori noun tersebut td tu."yaa..cuma 1,2 aja laaa"..bila die perasan i gelakkn die.
"ini...adiknya siti nurhaliza ini.."..thx uncle for d nice introduction to other passengers.sumhow i ltak exxageration kat tepi kepala.."abg yonexx...dun leave me with these indons!!"i jerit dlm hati.

since my attempt to run was to no avail,abg macho pon friendly but kept his cool,i kata why not,passport checkup pon xjauh mcm heathrow distantnya.he doesnt look like a serial killer with athletic biceps anyway.my turn to ask ques.nama mohd jabar,jurusan kesukanan,univ di bandung..tu je yg i tau."kamu ada nombor hape?""ouh sorry,gak ada(n hana's num is waaay too long to remmber)".

i quickened my pace yg pendek2 tu to d baggage claim.sdg i xsabar2 tgu luggage.."ini..nombor telefon saya.nanti kalau sudah sampai di bandung,ya..sy boleh bantu" atas resit airasia,he gave me his fullname n his num.

hmm..hana kata kl hensem why not,call laa.dia tak ada abg ke?bila i kata abg tu handsome.hana kata dun gv dat num to her friends.of coz not!pnat tau i nk dpt dat number.ahaha..

heat-emanating body

yesterday,aftr almost a week i got hme,ibu ajak survey zara kt OU.it seems dat she jez found her new fav shop.nk track blk her shoes yg kne grab by another shopper time tgh sale.her shoes usually comes wit 4inches heel,covered,and pointy,size 3-4.jez like her daughters'.so bila ibu ajak kak nina,d domestic ass. wit audrey afiqah, d cute active baby,n nisya d attention seeker,i dh agak dh,our outing will endup at d jusco market,bringing hme some kangkungs n taugehs,wit pampers n rusks.oo dun forget 4tummies penuh dgn gelatos,red bean pau,n nasi ayam.

kids n trolley.they r unseparable.nisya?if sumone tells me she was born side by side with one,im totally gonna tk his word.bila dia xdpt,merajuk la kn.merajuk kt public places mmg her specialty.jd konkrit stagnant yg masam tgh2 jln,xkira aunty2 nk lalu ke,uncle bertrolley bermuka annoyed ke,xkire kita dh tinggalkn die 40meter ke dpn,she knows by hook or by crook shes gonna get wat she wants,she got nothg to lose.except when her dad's ard la kn.its not we dun want to let her be behind d wheel but nnt2 laa.bile x'jem',bile jln tu straight,ok laa kn.nk explain,she doesnt undrstand.well 1 gud thg abt dis,shes persistent.in d end kite yg gv in n she got wat she wanted.bila bdak yg supermanja ni create havoc,i rs its my responsibility to show her that it is not d way to get want u want.bile pujuk pon xworkout,i ignore je.pretend die anak aunty cina kt sebelah.i buat2 busy bli sayur,main dgn baby afiqah..
"special kids mmg laa cmni kakak.they want attention.u hv to understd dat" gerammanja i kt nisya time tu tukar jd guilty.i lupa.i lupa shes special.bila kite lupe,tu yg kite geram tu.hmm i tink myb i hv to understd this supermanja girl first b4 i noe how to deal wit her.btul ke diorg nih lg degil,superdegil,compare to normal kids?ikut cerite cik lyana,adik2 die mmg d little red devils with masks.oppss..hmm kl ye, me as a supersis hv to use my superpatient power until she got her hearing aid n understd dat im not jez a girl,called 'kaka a'i' who stays in d oppo room,3mths in a yr jez so we cn play ball together,watch astro ceria together or be d 2 girls still eating aftr evryone had left d table aftr dinner.wee..

- "eh kakak ni wangi laa.sedap bau.kakak pakai perfume ape?sj nk tau" kakak blkg counter nasi ayam yg curious.i jwb giorgio armani yg baru.but i xkate tu je sample i got frm BOOTS. hmm makanya..masuk dlm list yg i nk bli kt jak nnt.xsabarnyee nk g sn!!

im done eating :p

Dublin airport..
"eh aa..korg blk msia jugak ke?"
"haah.." lyana jawab without expression.a clear sign of retarding any further effort to cont d conversation.
" korg ni from dublin jugak?" d guy in his turtle neck and black jacket tanye lg.myb xpuas hati dgn kependekkan jwpn cik lyana.
"tak..galway" jwpn synchronise kami.
"ouh..really?!" tone yg awkward to reply our monotonous answer.
"knape kne .."ouh..really?!".." mmg intention i to make d same intonation to create sarcasm.no answer.'kenderaan' bergerak perlahan.
me n lyana were still queuing up behind the turtle neck guy and his friend. jez a few mtres away frm d luggage control checkup.
"erm..korg nih 1st yr eh?" me n cik lyana looked at each other separuh tergelak.
"ouh..2nd?3rd?" shoot randomly dgn penuh curious.
"actually dh 4 thn kitorg kt cni,eheh.." we both gv him a cold reply.i rs mcm artis yg mlas nk layan reporter yg br keje 2hari. d turtle neck guy with black coat jez nod n slowly turned his back.his less skema friend with washed jeans and army green jacket didnt do aythg to help.
"malas aku nk layan" kate cik lyana sambil memberikan senyuman senget beliau.
" formal coat tuu..nmpk sgt bdak br fly nih.xmcm kite,comot,selekeh..hee" confident btul i dgn assumption tersebut. selekeh sgt ke i nih smp diorg igt i nih 1st yr?
- before keluar to d arrival gate,i changed to my heels.

Frankfurt airport..

i dh lupa mcm mn i blk through frankfurt dlu.dlm sisa simpanan memori i, i jez nmpk perfume shop, souvenirs n chocolate.sebbaik ade en aiman.
me, cik lyana, en aiman,en wan..4 galwaeians ,menunggu number gate to show up on d board smbil main teka2 country.hmm..4th meds eh? then suddenly this chinese uncle yg i nmpk dlm flight aerlingus cme towds me."kau blk mesia bukan? kau tau mn mau amik itu bas?"
"oo yes..blk msia.bas?ermm..actually..kitorg pon tgh tgu num gate.xtau kt mn lg.bas?kite kne amik bas ke?"
"kita kne amik itu bowling bas dlu.kau tau mn?ini2..kau kne amik bas." uncle tu beriya tunjuk kt i tiket beliau.bas ape nih plak uncle.i garu kepala dlm hati.
" oo bas..haiitt..baik.ermm.." muka confuse i xdpt disembunyikn lg.malah words yg pelik mula keluar to add to d awkwrdness.i tried to look convincing apetah lg bila i dikelilingi anak2 n isteri beliau.
tiba2 thse dub guys showed up."uncle tanye laa same dia" i seek refuge with cik lyana,en aiman n en wan.
later, br i tau 'bowling bas tu is boarding pass.i confuse laa uncle.dlu airport nih lain.BM uncle plak,i xreti pls..heee
"aku sudah keje sini 5thn.anak2 suma belaja lain2 tempat.mau blk cuti" telinga i sempat eavesdropping uncle yg crite2 dgn turtle neck guy.oo no wonder..

- a friend said,once u r on d bus to dublin,u dh kire dh 'smp' dh.yeke?laame je.2 looongg days before reaching rumah no.6 jalan putra mahkota,putra heights.
- aunty bedah br je nk byr parkingtix klia when mama asked, "hani tak ade kwn lg hani?...kak ana dgn bdak tu lg ke?"..i xsempat nk jetlag,mama's too quik.
- ibu kate mcm dlm mimpi.feel like dreaming,seeing her daughter at home.

dancemat jom!

as i looked through d list,there are un'tick' boxes..
bank - tukar duit checz,withdraw money
ibu's butlers 3boxes
abah
salwa
kamil- chocs
nisah&danial-10euro each?
other cousins- choc kt aldi
brand new cardigans or bolero - kiv
hmm..too many things,too little time,too heavy-o-lug.my bum still on d couch in d kitchen,wit lappie on,d tv is on as d 'formality' of being in front of it,my luggage is on d floor waiting to be puffed up.

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*tudududu tudududu tududududoo x2(nokia style msg tone)
*beep* farah
*beep* "hani,ko pegi dublin esok ke?"

- ermm..pegi ke tak?pegi keee tak..
D PICTURE : Me, pulling my huge luggages out of citylink bus at o'connel st,pulling my way to hop onto d No.16 dublin intercity bus canned wit fellow spanish,polish or hisdustanis..to dub airport,wit 2inches heels..i imagine muscles cramps dat follow.g dublin airport straight frm galway without staying over at kak adib's or syikin's wud be alot breezier n less hustle. citylink bus to airport-ryanair-MAS.kn snng..!
dat night,after bincang2 dgn cik idah,dgn harapan cik farah boleh accept our decison of berkampung in galway until blk without making us feel guilty for bailing her out, i text her.
"ekceli, aku nk bgtau aku pon maybe xjd pegi dub esok.kne settlekn garda,huhu"
ahh,lega..

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yesterday's plan : go to csi,take pulut's visa n letters,post to jpa,go to town,shop for shoes..later dat day i found myself in mothercare wic was waaaayyy..out of my list of shop to be in,searching for sumthg for my babysisters.n yet i spent more time there than those mommies with babies in strollers. GOD! wat wud i be like when i hv my own child?tiba2 i terigt livingroom kak adib kat balbriggan. first word..WHOAA!!d toys for her boys like chasing their way up of d hill.seriously,i can swim butterfly style in there.at last..got them their gift.too bad u hv a broke sister over here.share bole?heee..

- amazed to find books on 'How to be A Good Granny' and 'The Bloke's Guide to Babies'.interesting way to make money.
- n then there were 7.sedeynyeee..as d last batch,we need to support each other kn korg.another night of movies at rumah merah.weee...
- restlessly watching d clock ticking,n d misty rain outside..

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- where can i find free dload of this?

doakan saya

en FBker stranger u bile nk kawen?
cik HB gd ques..ikut plan,next yr.(ctrl trkejut dgn soalan spontan tersebut)
en FBker stranger gf i dh xsabar2 nk kawen.
cik HB oo yeah?bgs laa.
en FBker stranger i xkesah.i dh standby evrythg.die ckp on,i jln je.
cik HB lucky her.(dgn nada monotonous)
en FBker stranger thx.bf u kt mn?
cik HB bf?ouh..im 'happily' single.
en FBker stranger u nih mesti byk secret admirer niii..
cik HB haha..i wishh..(rolling eyes..pls laa.i noe 'who' i am)
en FBker stranger u yg memilih ni.xpe,kl ade jodoh ade laa tu.dgn mat salleh kt ireland ke.wakaka..(dat supposed to be funny?)
cik HB ha ha.it's ok.i'll pass.
en FBke stranger u ngoratlaa student2 kt sn.
cik HB i kne mk d 1st move ke?r u sure they wont mind?
en FBker stranger bole..but nnt diorg kate u desperate laa.hahaha(again, is dat supposed to be funny?) - im a traditional girl.timba does d searching pls.
cik HB hmm..at least i get to choose who i want rite.but i blm smp tahap desper lg.for now,i simpan dlu laa.i xnk jez bcoz they r there,i nk kt diorg.i tink i noe wat i want in my life. (rolling2 my eyes again)

- *tuuttuut..aslkm,is dat ayahibu emergency hotline?

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im 24.im 24.im 24.hana once said, jaga ur behaviour.kl bole be motherly like.guys will like dat.act appropriately.
like u dun noe me sis.im a mimicker,im a follower.i act according to d behaviour of d ppl ard me.i mold in smp mn i can be molded.when they transmit too diff frequency,sgt2 against fitrah bernama nur berbinti rosli,i either remain quite or i turned awkward.i jd extra sarcastic,i jd evrythg dat i dun want to be,jd manusia plg xbest dlm dunia.i ckp kt cik pulut,nnt diorg kate i xsporting,nnt diorg kate i senyap.amazingly enuff,i dun mind ppl call me 'old' or seniour.sometimes i need dat as my 'greenpass' for being who i am..

- kl dlm favorite series anak2 gadis snipe lawn sindarela, i jd tusyee.jd tasya bile rs 'hot'.pulut jd makcik meri.skali skali jd Butang.cik lyana bole la jd princess rania.ahaha..
- if d world really IS my oyster..

awk.. jom bbq arini?

kl acik or mak lang tanye,best kak ani jln2 europe aritu?jwpn 'answering machine' i slalu berbunyi..best!or bole laa.myb i mlas nk explain lbey2.
mmg dis trip if not d best was really a blast.korg pnah tgk 'Eurotrip'?haa..OUR version of eurotrip was more fun,less bias,less ignorant,more law-involving action n more halal..frm dub-prague-bratislava-vienna-budapest.ade je happenings.berikt adlh list 'things yg i akan igt ttg my probably last eurotrip tidak mengikut turutan favorit'..

1. addictive poppy seed pastries
2. makcik2 turki yg dtg to take our pix n tiba2 tanye..'why u wear dis?i dun like dis.im free muslim" - dlm kepala i time tu,i trus terigt kamal atartuk n xbole imagine his condition on d 'other side'.i mampu berdoa je utk aunty2 terbabit.
3. 7 days of a glamour.kjap2 ade org dtg amik gmbr kitorg.sambil panjat bukit kt vienna,smbil mkn2 ceri kt market,yg menyorok ala papparazzi pon ade.semmgnya we all terpaksa always camera ready.
4. toilet kering but with 1week old baby's pampers smell.i was traumatised.
5. cheated by pakcik stephan boyot or pakcik no.669 1 hr upon landing on budapest.
6. ..then aftr we tot its over,perasaan yg excited n overwhelmed with our 1st hostel in budapest yg sgt best tercut short when suddenly we realized not only we shared d room betwn us girls but our room was d walkway to another room.makanya..
7. ..dgn sekuat kaki i dragged my heart away frm full magnetic force of d lovely room n shower(n internet)to a more 'decent' hostel d very next day..privacy has a price.
8. smoke salmon n mussels in vienna n gyros kebab ISTANBUL in budapest(:(:(:
9. n of coz..di sebalik all d majestic palaces with long stretchy rose gardens..byk btul makcik2 yg 'sujud' tepi jln mintak sedekah.
10. lumba lari kat airport dgn flipflop smp lung kecut..n ade org berkata "sape suruh pakai flipflop.."dan lari meninggalkn i lari sorg.heh..

- makna LMAO.itu yg i blaja kt budapest.ha ha
- my bowel dh berjaya skrg kwn2.alhamdulillah,weee..
- xsabar nk tunjuk mama tablecloth baru beliau (:
- pulut nk blk esok..so sad so sad..
- kpd en peqli..takut ngn ayah i ehh.alaa..miss ur comment laa,ha ha..

1st morning in budapest

i terbgn dgn tergelak2.i nk tdo blk pon tergelak2.LOL laa kire..laffing for hearing our neighbours, 2 british men 'fish'ing each other at 6am jez bcoz d other guy didnt want to off d light so dat he can texting wit her gf@wife@bf.funny2.wat a way to start my day!

d first nite

i bkn org yg suke cursing.apetah lg di negara org yg tidak diketahui level of education n mentality d locals.sbg contoh, italians or makcik2 cashier in all supermarkets in prague mempunyai senyuman paling expensive in d whole wide world.n mmg suka membaling brg lpas key in barcode.i xkesah.datswho they are.ibu kate be careful with mafia..cik belle n rakan2 gelak saje when i told them dat.see..told ya!last winter me,farah, n idah pernah traumatized di budapest.biaselaa.u turun frm train n kene serbu by "muslims" chasing u for ur euro currency.dis time..summer plak.n i tot we already had d worst.apetah lg when u hv d other 8 diablos,takkaaann laa org nk kaco kn.dis time kitorg kne cheated plak dgn dis pakcik2(n makcik yg i assume is d uncle's wife) yg kononnye kitorg xvalidate our tix.wic is true but mn ade org check tix at 11pm!!dgn kemarahan melampau cik farah n kebatuan hati we all makanya "fine" 6000 HUF each jd 75euro for evry1.i dlm hati wat d fish fish FISH!! pakcik nih.myb dlm hati pakcik..alhamdulillah, lepas laa anak g skolah or xpon..woohoo!!lpas duit beer mlm nih.. pakcik kayo!! hmm biase laa.travelling kl xkne mcm nih,kite panggil honeymoon.n kl i honeymoon pun budapest is surely not in my list.

> i hv to learn the hungarian keyboard to type dis.
> budapest still best but tk note..validate ur tix!!
> en jawa report chelsea lose by 1 penalty to man u.oww man!!x rugi i tdo sambil dgr org jerit2 kt hostel aritu.but..love u ronaldo!!
> en fry..i didnt get u any postcards.duit tu abes kt pakcik kayo!! tu..dem u pakcik stephan or watever u r.i igt muka u smp mati!!haha

hii..awk free tak?

aftr spending hrs 'warming' d wooden chair n overheating my laptop..i realized ive done nothing.
byk2 yg i posted on my 'self-exhibitory' wall..satu je yg i managed to follow,effortlessly..which 1?

- "hello gorgeous..ngh watpe?" - rujuk prev entry.ehh its ok.ignore..
- i want to go to d 'laundry'.nk send my heart n soul.sape nk ikut?!

superblurr is not super anymore

"WAT??wat d fish?!u tink i hard up sgt dgn u?plss laa.."
"oo tak ke?why?i tot u suke kt i.wheres ur love baybeh"
"ahh talk to my elbow la.dlu i tgu u lame tau.smp hati u tak tgu i."
"i smp.u yg xsmp.ur jez too..'cute'(sambil melevelkan tgn to his chest)..ehh,i mean,u mmg cute.bkn sekali tau,tp 2kali cutenye ok"
"euww...cheesy string u xde effect kt i ok.nurse2 kt hosp tmpt u keje tu bole la.ouh 1 more thing,u blaja type msg gune normal spelling bole x?i allergic laa dgn spelling pelatmanja u tu.antihistamine pon xbole nk tolong tau"
"oo u tak syuke eh i ckp2 pelat cani.ngk..i chomel ape"
"u nk i haematemesis kt cni jugak ke?"
"ok2,sorryyy.then..u nk i buat ape rite now?anythg for u sweetpea,intan payung abg"
"hmm..haa i nk u tgu sorg2 kt bridge klcc ni smp subuh esok.i wanna go down n look for my pralines n cream.jgn harap u nk share.bye,assalamualaikum.."


- "awk kne keraskan hati.bile hati awk keras xde org mainkan awk.tp jgn keras sgt nnt xbole bukak plak" - pinjam frm a morning 'cerekarama'script.thx en jawa *wink*
- thx hana sponsoring song.wo you ee ke cece.i miss u cece..synchronise (:

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- jgn merungut bila panas or when u walk barefooted on sharp pebbly stones.good food,sunny day,photogenic face..come wit a price.

baju kurung biru muda

these few days ppl frm d past keep knocking at my door.nasib baik my auto gate bersalut emas 25karat imported frm India sgt tough n sgt impossible to get in.apetah lg dgn terinstallnya anti bug-a-boo-er security system, MRSA pon xbole masuk.unless i yg tekan butang VACANT dan butang OPEN, gate bertatah emas n diamonds tersebut akan sentiasa tightly shut.syikin kata i hv to be strong.ppl frm d past myb akan attack i and send me to ER again ie syikin's hse.sila apply invisible cream.

-miss ibu n mama.miss abah yg suke belikan durian n mangoes.miss pau kaya n paper tosai setinggi 0.5meter too.


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cik L "aku mmg dpt rs mak mertua aku nnt mesti garang."
cik P "mmg laa.kne laa dgn ko.ko kn degil!" acceptance is so easy.
cik HB "aku rs laa,aku mesti dpt mak mertua baik.nk2 kalau.." i xsempat melengkapkn ayat bila..
cik P "haa..yee.mak mertua ko mesti best.kl xbest pon die rs die best.sbb ko slalu rs ko best!- sambil mengulingkan body beliau ke katil dan bergelak jemaah bersama cik L.

- i mmg rs i best.best sgttt..ahaha..knape kite crite psal mak mertua eh?lupee..
- en "i mmg coool" ajak i tgk ironman td.aishh..ajakan yg mmg i tgu2 bcoz i really wanna watch dat movie.but i dgn willingnya n tanpa berfikir pjg i reply "no,i cant.i kne masak ptg ni.mlm ni pon kne tolong cik lyana masak.sorry ye"..thx for trying (:
- d last seerah talk jez ended jez now. ni bang bil nak tanye,pd pendpt adik ye..ape yg adik dpt dr keseluruhan talk2 tersebut?i kate i dpt regret.regret bcoz i didnt mk any initiatives of my own to learn any of those stuff.i mmg living proof of generasi spoon-fed yg berjaya.
- how many times u shed ur tears for rasulullah?how many times u selawat arini?i kate..ermm