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di balik pintu kayu bilik i yg agak mewah n berkos tinggi ni,adalah satu disaster.since last wed our heater membisu seribu bahasa.oil yg dimasukkn xmampu bertahan lama rupenye.situasi diamplify dgn carpet nipis summer edition n weather yg mula membuli dgn angin beku.i yg biasa hidup dlm kesenangan,dimanja dgn sinaran uv yg cukup memasakkn last summer,i hanya mampu memohon kekuatan dalaman.hoping dat God wud grant my prayer by increasing my basal metabolism.laundry di ampaian menuggu giliran di tepi heater menceriakn lg my presidential suite ni.i xmampu membantu,eventho theoritically d 'hotness' cn be transferred by convection.ive decided to keep d 'hotness' all for myself.wee..ya makanya i jd OKU,oppss..not trying to offend anyone..but i mula beroperasi di dlm duvet.bkn mlas ye say but electric bills yg xsanggup ditanggung sesiapa buatkn i lbih cautious,opt for cheaper.evrythg for d future kn.my way of saving d mother earth by saving my money (:

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ladies n gents,im fragile.im vulnerable.fyi im not as taf as u tink i am.homesick?naahh..too early..buli?blk2 buli?nope..my threshold masyaALLAH,God knows how unreachable it is :p..cerekarama in my fam?naah..waaay past dat 'mourning' stage..my status yg stagnant malignant single?its ok.seriously,im at d lagging stage.prodrome.i hv to close 1 ear n 1 eye la tp.over here,di rumah supersocial ni,almost evry single blurted word,65% laa,referring to topik berkenaan.its ok,doa mama n ibu for me to get a doctor are mood stabilisers (:

so apa yg cik HB fretting abt nih? im at d verge of getting rid of all 'old' stuff but im still clinging to it like i hold my netbook now.sbb mhal..but i noe,sgt2 tau yg kl i x put it in d bin,i yg fragile akan sentiasa gv in n keep it for another day.mcm cerita KEKASIHKU SERU plak.but i want to b like'Marisa',bkn marisa sniper yg ala macho tp manja tu,but marisa yg cuba resist 'Waris' yg mencari beliau sbg keeper.ishh best sgt2 citer tu.they really shud consider a movie.serious.dem good..moving on,i noe kl i prevail,Allah akan buka byk jln utk cik HB.Allah kn Maha Adil..now,cik PULUT,tolong remindkn i dgn nasihat ye,cik LAYEN,eventho u agak2 suam garang,sila gunakn nada dissappointmt anda.huhu..

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hari Raya yg best..dpt kad yg sgt3 sweet frm kakakku syg,cik hana n afew other cards yg membuat i melompat girang.i seronok smyg raya diikuti openhses smbil escape cls berjemaah tanpa regret n ignorant max.sesiapa yg x septtnya meletakkn priority selain beraya ie those in ent,opthal n psych mengundang 'booo' pd diri sndri.hee..i sgt grateful fames amos cookie recipe yg valid membuatkn i excited habiskn batch smp 330am.bgn x sleepy plak tu,amazing!n 1 more thg,alhamdulillah i bangga krn berjaya chat dgn ayah aftr soo..long..(:(: ok time to move on wit usual stuff.ry tgu wkend yee

- terigt my bday party with hana every single yr smp kite 4yrs old kn hana.jez like in d clip.evry yr we got big laaaarge cake yg dibuat khas by mama.saayaaaaang mama..ouh d song..sgt sesuai utk 'cik yg agak blurr in love' di sn :p
- miss main 'rumah2' wit cousin nami.."kak ani,ni la rumah nami.mewah kn?kak ani kne masak,nami nk g kedai jap naik toyota avanza".."oo kak ani nk pesan telur 5 biji,ikan 1,ayam 2,tepung 1.." hmm gud way to test child's memory n math,lalala