a guy fren of mine once sighed,"..what is dis thg between girls and food anyway.girls r jez so obsessed abt food.."..ye2 En Agus.i hv to admit our lives DO revolve ard food.but in our defence,female minds are made in such a way dat is easily manipulated by anythg comforting n pampering,namely chocolates,shopping,'storytelling',warm bath,baking etc..u shud be thankful maa.jez think.bcoz of us girls' insatiable needs for soul 'food' n pleasures,baskin robbins has 31 flavors.myb we were d inspirations of secret recipe's heavenly warm,thick choc mud cake,n we probabbly d biggest contributors to cadbury's choc empire.well who created 'comfort food' anyway..WOMEN!ironically,we spend as much money on buying food as much as we do on 'losing' it.
- gluteus max : "heyy..arent we supposed to get on d road dis morning?"
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i've been filling my time watching all sorts of 'inspirational',melodramatic, twisted movies these few days.i jez got caught up by qoutes,lines or sumthg dat my brain's inarticulate language centre could only wish to say.usually wat always come out of me mouth aftr an argument were merely mumbo jumbo and sumtimes i mutter or swallow my words.n then i'd go,why ooh why i didnt say dis n dis..hmm i think it's a rslt of mixture of ke'jam'an otak and being too tactful not to make a freudian slip as i wud do when i talk brainlessly.hmm..some ppl are jez born to talk n some ppl to listen.
as i said,i jez love to listen to good scripts.hmm..myb i am easily attracted towards cool intelligent guys.doesnt talk much but when he does,evry uttered word r worth listening n mesmerized.like Edward Norton in Painted Veil...i melted like double choc icecream under scorching hot sun.
- CONGRATS to all Galway netball girls for winning d Cork Games.thx ishqi,our imported probono player from germany.we love u!galway rocks!! :)
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i've decided to make a list.a list similar to Earl's.but instead of listing things to make up for my wrongdoings to other ppl, my list will be on things dat i shud do for myself.yeah2..most ppl probbly hv done dis dozen of times,no biggie.xtulis dlm blog pon myb..but when i said for myself,its far frm pampering nor rewarding myself.d biggest reward probabbly,God's willing,at d end of d process.oprah?dr phil?help anyone?ishh..no wonder they said,buat baik mmg ssh mcm sains roket,buat jahat snng mcm ABC.sila translate in english.me,tekan START button.
watever it is..i xsabar nk blk msia!
- Earl ckp td "..quitting smoking is like prison.if u survive d first 3 days,u can go through d coming days.."
- thx marisa for novel Ketika Cinta Bertasbih (i jez started reading)n for d sumptious laksa swak.2nd rnd biase laa..3??uuu..
- blue M&Ms dh join sedara2nya yg xde artificial coloring.im still half black sheep.
Monday, March 31, 2008
Thursday, March 27, 2008
bounjor no!
MILAN
jez one nite stay but left us wit one good lesson.next time if u want to ask for direction,mk sure u choose local faces.if u dun want to get stuck wit some clueless guys but jez too eager to send u to d door of ur hotel room,pls..arabs,a big NO NO.-"..it's ok.i'm muslim..no baba?no mama?"..last2 mintak num.wat d fish?!
VENICE
i got out frm d train station dgn perasaan nk lompat2 at d sight of d clear gleaming water.overwhelmed sgt tu.our hotel was in Lido island,jez an hr 'busride' through THE GRANDE CANALE.d 'taxi',a white luxurious motorboat,probbly cost abit more.hmm..my first off-land traffic jam.jez like Italian Job..a stroll along Rialto,some bangla guys or ppl frm ard those regions,called us in malay.uishh..fluent!promo faked prada.n i swore i heard.."saya cinta kamu".hmm..handsome xpe jugak..last day,we met a few msians who r working in london.expression muka xpuas hati clearly shown when they noe we r jez students.students xbole travel ke uncle?..yeayy!!now dh ble cross-out venice from my-top-vacation-come true list.
- gondola ride hv to be put on hold.until further notice.weee...
-an ice cream a day,keep dat sunshine to stay.yumm!!seriously..mkn iceceam smp gemuk is a must do when u reach italy.
FLORENCE
aka Firenze.1st impression,mcm pasar mlm kt msia swarmed by amigos selling leather goods.but im strong.not interested pon..PISA.not tall enough for us to assume d distance.20mins tops power walk.d fastest way to get warm in windy weather..d clouds were so unreal,painted-like.when they move,gv us d effect of a fallen Pisa when we looked up.serius xtipu..
- aishh..almost perfect pose.almost!!
- En jawa,xdpt jumpe pon David.we mistook him for a wrong 'person' at first.mn EnDavid nih tinggal sbnrnye?
ROME
Youth Camping Village.i wont recommend it to erm..newly weds,unless ur an adventurous couple n dun mind d instability of d chalets.sufficiently warm n strategic tho.im not kidding.
Colosseo.d heavy rain didnt break our spirits.yg xde payung bli payung.drenched from knee below,pruned toes,ape laa sgt.kne tinggal by our tourguide yg mahal,ape la sgt.we still managed to find a new guide.n so wat if we had to join all d other multinational 'gladiators' swarming outside d tix booth in d rain.my arms je lenguh pegang payung tinggi2.our guess bcoz vatican was closed as pope berhari ry(holy easter sunday)dat day,so diorg nih xde tmpt lain nk pegi.knape x pegi smyg ry?hmm well it was all worth it.
NAPLES
during my early age of enthusiasm twds mysteries n wonders of d world, i once read abt city of pompeii.bile tgk kt disc chan,i mmg nk sgt2 pegi n see for myself.finally,more than a decade later,wallaa..i was there!it is amazing to noe dat underneath d 9feet (9 ke?) thick volcano ash overlooking d mortifyingly calm Vesuvius,they had 'starbucks',medical center with surgeons,restaurants,modern like laundry,they even had a luxurious communal bath dat offered hot,luke warm n cold bath.like an entire modern hidden subang,how cool is dat!but disturbing la jugak to see d perfectly encased decomposed bodies esp those in their 'awkward' positions.hmm..too bad,geniuses dat practiced MSM rupanya.moral of d story,glory,power n richness can be deadly.
CAPRI
inspired by The Lotus Eater, we decided to head off to Capri Island to end our journey.ecece..wat a romantic way to end our Italian trip.d sceneries i must say,my eyes were glued evrytime we passed d cliff fill with houses.houses plak fill wit lemon n orange trees.bestnyee..unfortunately, like d pakcik cab said those few days were d worse weather everr in Capri.eh, i tot..uncle nih exaggerating tau.but aftr seeing n experiencing d big waves dat welcomed us,smp 2 of our members muntah with style several times,myb btul.so in d end solo swing-like cable car ride cancelled,sunset watching at Faro pon cancelled,even d boat ride through d blue azzura cave pon cancelled.hmm..it's ok.plan die cmni..xdpt g dis yr,g aftr got married la.kl ikut precisely plan someone tu,aftr get married to a rich man n booked d whole vacation villas for d whole honeymooning.
VATICAN
y,we really determined to set our feet in vatican.in 45mins frm roma termini,to vatican,took some pix n sempat took a quick glance at d good quality faked pradas,chanels n LV.aishh..if only i hv more time,more space n more money..then head bck to catch our train to d airport.if we want,we cn mk it was d motto of d day.now,ive seen a state without having to stretch my neck n eyes.noticed afew eyes were watching us with headscarves..b4 blk,i entered a shop which i believed belong to a church man.uish..terasa jugak laa aura soleh abg tu.soft spoken,sweet,nmpk clean n smart.yes..i agree wit u cik lyana,dats how he conveys his religion..
- reached hme at 2am yesterday.i cdnt sleep so i watched "Thank You for Smoking".- "..if you want an easy job,go work for the red cross.."
jez one nite stay but left us wit one good lesson.next time if u want to ask for direction,mk sure u choose local faces.if u dun want to get stuck wit some clueless guys but jez too eager to send u to d door of ur hotel room,pls..arabs,a big NO NO.-"..it's ok.i'm muslim..no baba?no mama?"..last2 mintak num.wat d fish?!
VENICE
i got out frm d train station dgn perasaan nk lompat2 at d sight of d clear gleaming water.overwhelmed sgt tu.our hotel was in Lido island,jez an hr 'busride' through THE GRANDE CANALE.d 'taxi',a white luxurious motorboat,probbly cost abit more.hmm..my first off-land traffic jam.jez like Italian Job..a stroll along Rialto,some bangla guys or ppl frm ard those regions,called us in malay.uishh..fluent!promo faked prada.n i swore i heard.."saya cinta kamu".hmm..handsome xpe jugak..last day,we met a few msians who r working in london.expression muka xpuas hati clearly shown when they noe we r jez students.students xbole travel ke uncle?..yeayy!!now dh ble cross-out venice from my-top-vacation-come true list.
- gondola ride hv to be put on hold.until further notice.weee...
-an ice cream a day,keep dat sunshine to stay.yumm!!seriously..mkn iceceam smp gemuk is a must do when u reach italy.
FLORENCE
aka Firenze.1st impression,mcm pasar mlm kt msia swarmed by amigos selling leather goods.but im strong.not interested pon..PISA.not tall enough for us to assume d distance.20mins tops power walk.d fastest way to get warm in windy weather..d clouds were so unreal,painted-like.when they move,gv us d effect of a fallen Pisa when we looked up.serius xtipu..
- aishh..almost perfect pose.almost!!
- En jawa,xdpt jumpe pon David.we mistook him for a wrong 'person' at first.mn EnDavid nih tinggal sbnrnye?
ROME
Youth Camping Village.i wont recommend it to erm..newly weds,unless ur an adventurous couple n dun mind d instability of d chalets.sufficiently warm n strategic tho.im not kidding.
Colosseo.d heavy rain didnt break our spirits.yg xde payung bli payung.drenched from knee below,pruned toes,ape laa sgt.kne tinggal by our tourguide yg mahal,ape la sgt.we still managed to find a new guide.n so wat if we had to join all d other multinational 'gladiators' swarming outside d tix booth in d rain.my arms je lenguh pegang payung tinggi2.our guess bcoz vatican was closed as pope berhari ry(holy easter sunday)dat day,so diorg nih xde tmpt lain nk pegi.knape x pegi smyg ry?hmm well it was all worth it.
NAPLES
during my early age of enthusiasm twds mysteries n wonders of d world, i once read abt city of pompeii.bile tgk kt disc chan,i mmg nk sgt2 pegi n see for myself.finally,more than a decade later,wallaa..i was there!it is amazing to noe dat underneath d 9feet (9 ke?) thick volcano ash overlooking d mortifyingly calm Vesuvius,they had 'starbucks',medical center with surgeons,restaurants,modern like laundry,they even had a luxurious communal bath dat offered hot,luke warm n cold bath.like an entire modern hidden subang,how cool is dat!but disturbing la jugak to see d perfectly encased decomposed bodies esp those in their 'awkward' positions.hmm..too bad,geniuses dat practiced MSM rupanya.moral of d story,glory,power n richness can be deadly.
CAPRI
inspired by The Lotus Eater, we decided to head off to Capri Island to end our journey.ecece..wat a romantic way to end our Italian trip.d sceneries i must say,my eyes were glued evrytime we passed d cliff fill with houses.houses plak fill wit lemon n orange trees.bestnyee..unfortunately, like d pakcik cab said those few days were d worse weather everr in Capri.eh, i tot..uncle nih exaggerating tau.but aftr seeing n experiencing d big waves dat welcomed us,smp 2 of our members muntah with style several times,myb btul.so in d end solo swing-like cable car ride cancelled,sunset watching at Faro pon cancelled,even d boat ride through d blue azzura cave pon cancelled.hmm..it's ok.plan die cmni..xdpt g dis yr,g aftr got married la.kl ikut precisely plan someone tu,aftr get married to a rich man n booked d whole vacation villas for d whole honeymooning.
VATICAN
y,we really determined to set our feet in vatican.in 45mins frm roma termini,to vatican,took some pix n sempat took a quick glance at d good quality faked pradas,chanels n LV.aishh..if only i hv more time,more space n more money..then head bck to catch our train to d airport.if we want,we cn mk it was d motto of d day.now,ive seen a state without having to stretch my neck n eyes.noticed afew eyes were watching us with headscarves..b4 blk,i entered a shop which i believed belong to a church man.uish..terasa jugak laa aura soleh abg tu.soft spoken,sweet,nmpk clean n smart.yes..i agree wit u cik lyana,dats how he conveys his religion..
- reached hme at 2am yesterday.i cdnt sleep so i watched "Thank You for Smoking".- "..if you want an easy job,go work for the red cross.."
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
day 1
procastinate.i dun tink there's any chapter on dis in buku teks pendidikan moral.hmm kl ade myb 2 printed pages je.
bcoz of procastination i almost lost my tix back hme yg berharga ehem2 tu.power walk frm CSI to USIT took me less than 10mins.hebat btul!..n bcoz i want to hold longer to my lappie,i xsempat g bank.xsempat cash in some coins.wic means less cash in hands,leads to less things i can bring hme frm italy..hmm name list myb kne evaluate n editing hv to be made.
alhamdulillah MIME dh siap n ready to be submitted.luckily i hv a well-organised partner who kept pushing me throughout d whole process.i dun mind.i luv being pushed if it makes me more efficient.keje cpt siap n i wont misuse my time.marie-claude taught me alot on being a perfectionist n determination, 2 things dat i noe i sumhow inherit frm ibu but got altered by environmental factors.
now i hv 1 1/2 hrs b4 flight to italy.plan seme dh buat.weather forecast kate we'r expecting to a wet,cloudy trip.n ade laa sunshine2 sket.bj ape nk pakai nih?wic jacket?aishh..
- bag overload.does dat mean i NEED to get a new bag in Italy?
- lapar.but cnt eat much.based on experience n bladder,must make sure not to put my 'comfortableness' at risk throughout d whole bus trip.
- brush up some italians last nite.arrivederci!
- ibu.cl ibu!!
bcoz of procastination i almost lost my tix back hme yg berharga ehem2 tu.power walk frm CSI to USIT took me less than 10mins.hebat btul!..n bcoz i want to hold longer to my lappie,i xsempat g bank.xsempat cash in some coins.wic means less cash in hands,leads to less things i can bring hme frm italy..hmm name list myb kne evaluate n editing hv to be made.
alhamdulillah MIME dh siap n ready to be submitted.luckily i hv a well-organised partner who kept pushing me throughout d whole process.i dun mind.i luv being pushed if it makes me more efficient.keje cpt siap n i wont misuse my time.marie-claude taught me alot on being a perfectionist n determination, 2 things dat i noe i sumhow inherit frm ibu but got altered by environmental factors.
now i hv 1 1/2 hrs b4 flight to italy.plan seme dh buat.weather forecast kate we'r expecting to a wet,cloudy trip.n ade laa sunshine2 sket.bj ape nk pakai nih?wic jacket?aishh..
- bag overload.does dat mean i NEED to get a new bag in Italy?
- lapar.but cnt eat much.based on experience n bladder,must make sure not to put my 'comfortableness' at risk throughout d whole bus trip.
- brush up some italians last nite.arrivederci!
- ibu.cl ibu!!
Sunday, March 16, 2008
ayat2 adhesive
chat with ayah d other day.ayah's bro-in-law (yg jumpe 2thn skali je dlu)passed away 3weeks ago.waatt??i tot he's abt d same age as ayah,br early 40's.ayah kate adik ipar ayah tu diabetic.ayah kate sbb kidney failure.hmm..i cn imagine d kidney grossly like d ones in patho museum.my cousins cmne?angah?along?mak ndak ok ke?
ayah pelajaran yg kita dapati ialah badan kita ni hak Allah..kena jaga betul2 mcm kita jg keta kita..
HB haah kn ayah.watch what we eat..
ayah bukan itu saja..akhlak,iman, percakan, keterampilan, dll kita jaga Allah..Allah jaga kita..
HB oo ok
ayah mcmana kita jaga Allah?..jaga amanahnya..badan kita..akal kita..hati kita..pelajran kita dll
ayah pelajaran tu amanah tu ani..(aishh..baikk!!)
ayah lastly nyawa kita..
i copy,paste ayah's every sentence.my dad mmg sgt sesuai jd fassi btn.n (too bad??)dis is one of d few gene bits dat i didnt predominantly copy.it's ok.weee..
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took dis frm a blog yg sgt cool.well he said he's a cool muslim guy..
Narrated Dirar ibn Murrah (rahimahullah):
Iblis said, “If I am successful in persuading man to do three things, then that will be all I need.”
- To make forget his sins.
- To regard his good deeds as too many.
- To be proud of his opinion.
- hmm..whoopishh!!
- my cuz,nabila got 11A1.ape terer sgt nih??kne cr present la cmni..
- Italy is waiting for me.dis wed!but i dun feel 'teruja'.slalu cmni tau!
- pening nk buat intro2 MIME nih.cape dehh..nid pensil berbulu senyum (:
ayah pelajaran yg kita dapati ialah badan kita ni hak Allah..kena jaga betul2 mcm kita jg keta kita..
HB haah kn ayah.watch what we eat..
ayah bukan itu saja..akhlak,iman, percakan, keterampilan, dll kita jaga Allah..Allah jaga kita..
HB oo ok
ayah mcmana kita jaga Allah?..jaga amanahnya..badan kita..akal kita..hati kita..pelajran kita dll
ayah pelajaran tu amanah tu ani..(aishh..baikk!!)
ayah lastly nyawa kita..
i copy,paste ayah's every sentence.my dad mmg sgt sesuai jd fassi btn.n (too bad??)dis is one of d few gene bits dat i didnt predominantly copy.it's ok.weee..
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took dis frm a blog yg sgt cool.well he said he's a cool muslim guy..
Narrated Dirar ibn Murrah (rahimahullah):
Iblis said, “If I am successful in persuading man to do three things, then that will be all I need.”
- To make forget his sins.
- To regard his good deeds as too many.
- To be proud of his opinion.
- hmm..whoopishh!!
- my cuz,nabila got 11A1.ape terer sgt nih??kne cr present la cmni..
- Italy is waiting for me.dis wed!but i dun feel 'teruja'.slalu cmni tau!
- pening nk buat intro2 MIME nih.cape dehh..nid pensil berbulu senyum (:
Friday, March 14, 2008
pau kaya satu?
MIME..my project partner,marie-claude described it as "the most devastating subject ever..".well jez listening to her curses dh cukup buat kita rs d severity of hatred n devastated nye manusia2 yg penuhkn comp lab buat MIME d whole day td.Marie-claude, a sarcastically funny,perfectionist french-canadian yg i knal seldom comes out with cursing berela2.side-effect MIME mmg dasyat.
it took us 2-3hrs to key in the data,n dat includes stared blankly at d monitor dgn bunyi cengkerik dlm kepala.marie-claude berkerut2 ditambah muka blurr tanpa ilmu.i apetah lg.my brain cam kne liquefactive necrosis.suddenly dunia statistic yg malap jd terang,muka pale,warm kne sunshine,when God sent us our blonde Spidergirl.Claire Anne,bole dikatakn org tempatan yg plg baik n most sincere yg pnah i jumpe.seriously bole dikatakn...who on earth would come 'on-call' jez to help hopeless MIME-illiterates like us.knowledge yg ada mmg dia curah like Niagara Falls.i yg suka bertanya n bermuka blur nih pon rs xmalu bertanya n tanya lg.dia suka bg encouragement for us to ask more.n she doesnt mind repeating herself 2-3times until we get it right.4 kali i xtau laa.n without hesitation she ran down to d lib jez to find us d book dat she used for stats.tu pon dia kate "sorry if i didnt help much..".aishh manusia ini..no wonder rezeki murah,otak genius.thx alot claire!!tmbh another name dlm list 'd ppl to get italian souvenirs'
rite now jez a few more things to complete..frm 930am until 9pm nonstop in dlm comp suite td(tolak mkn, toilet,pray).i mula2 xpercaya,but im not kidding,xlucu pon..once u start,cm xsabar2 nk bakulsampahkn.true,patience itu beri kepuasan.sumhow i rs nk pat my head (n spine)...i prevailed.
- reward myself wit more extravaganza n afdlin shauki's pensil berbulu senyum.
- i gagal beli tix lg hari ni.
- yesterday's oral..alhamdulillah i think i did alright.soalan snng2.still worried tp.snng sgt sbb..?
- smlm juga En ezal tegur.."ko nmpk lain.nmpak matang..""matang..?""ntah sumhow nmpk mature.."
it took us 2-3hrs to key in the data,n dat includes stared blankly at d monitor dgn bunyi cengkerik dlm kepala.marie-claude berkerut2 ditambah muka blurr tanpa ilmu.i apetah lg.my brain cam kne liquefactive necrosis.suddenly dunia statistic yg malap jd terang,muka pale,warm kne sunshine,when God sent us our blonde Spidergirl.Claire Anne,bole dikatakn org tempatan yg plg baik n most sincere yg pnah i jumpe.seriously bole dikatakn...who on earth would come 'on-call' jez to help hopeless MIME-illiterates like us.knowledge yg ada mmg dia curah like Niagara Falls.i yg suka bertanya n bermuka blur nih pon rs xmalu bertanya n tanya lg.dia suka bg encouragement for us to ask more.n she doesnt mind repeating herself 2-3times until we get it right.4 kali i xtau laa.n without hesitation she ran down to d lib jez to find us d book dat she used for stats.tu pon dia kate "sorry if i didnt help much..".aishh manusia ini..no wonder rezeki murah,otak genius.thx alot claire!!tmbh another name dlm list 'd ppl to get italian souvenirs'
rite now jez a few more things to complete..frm 930am until 9pm nonstop in dlm comp suite td(tolak mkn, toilet,pray).i mula2 xpercaya,but im not kidding,xlucu pon..once u start,cm xsabar2 nk bakulsampahkn.true,patience itu beri kepuasan.sumhow i rs nk pat my head (n spine)...i prevailed.
- reward myself wit more extravaganza n afdlin shauki's pensil berbulu senyum.
- i gagal beli tix lg hari ni.
- yesterday's oral..alhamdulillah i think i did alright.soalan snng2.still worried tp.snng sgt sbb..?
- smlm juga En ezal tegur.."ko nmpk lain.nmpak matang..""matang..?""ntah sumhow nmpk mature.."
Tuesday, March 11, 2008
cape dehh
smlm i self-taught..
- there are things we hv to bakulsampahkan for our own good.
- kl ssh sekali mau dibuang,trus gimana?ya,think big step dong..yg penting mau sukses ya,sukses..1 more to go yeah
- dr cox once said "..if u like what u see(as in urself),u never going to succeed.."..but hv to be grateful,bkn ke?
- when we start to dislike a certain person jez bcoz..re-like dat person by thinking how well dat person treated u back then.ga ada yg baiknya??ye mene ketehe..weee
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- 2days ago my mom cl.of coz conversation on pru12.shocking gitu lho.wat a big 6-states-slap on d face to BN.ouch!!
- ibu risau coz hana told her abt my political opinions.eh xde pape la ibu,jez opinions.ur daughter nk jd doctor je.
- hopefully perlembagaan kita still dijaga..agama rasmi,b.melayu,bumiputera etc.
- hopefully there's no more issue on egalitarianism betwn us msians.hmm..yg penting mentality n morality bkn ke?
- hopefully those dat we chose are d ones dat can really standup for d ppl.its time to change.
Thursday, March 6, 2008
new pyjama.weee..
last nite eventho i was having a headache,sambil tu plak writing2 jez bcoz..cik pulut bkk crite abt her tutor who she refers as manusia hebat.waah..i dgr pon dh amazed.cukup amazed coz jarang dgr manusia hebat.yg bole kite get upclose n personal.for me laa..myb i duduk dlm society yg comfortable.comfortable in mind n in action.got caught up with life smp dunia yg sebesar2 ni jd sekecil radius yg manusia itu berjln.walk frm hme to csi or at most to town.so cerita manusia hebat mmg i gv totally undivided attention.
depends on individual's personal interpretation of manusia hebat.manusia pelik yg kdg2 org refer as 'weirdo' bole jd hebat.i pnah jumpe manusia2 berkategori itu.genius yg suke hafal name setiap train station in msia sbg cth.itu kelebihan bkn ke'weirdo'an.to me manusia hebat is somebody who cn influence d ppl around him/her in d way of thinking,beliefs or even faith.Rasululullah saw adalah sehebat2 manusia,d ultimate hebat ciptaan Allah who was able to influence not jez d ppl ard him but also to infinity of ppl aftr his time.in fact the civilisation dat we enjoy today is d work of influence dat had been inserted by Rasulullah upon our predecessors..like syeikh khalid said today,every muslim is a leader.if someone really follow d teachings and d examples of Rasullulah saw,he can be a leader anytime,anywhere.letakkan cermin besar dpan i.
so kl nk ikut my definition of manusia hebat,my mother is hebat,my sister is hebat,even GOLD achievers in COSWAY direct selling is consider hebat too.ayah pin apetah lg.but its proven in history of mankind,manusia hebat for d wrong purposes,who lead ppl to against fitrah manusia,mmg in d end gone like dust.one of few ppl in this category yg i kagum existencenya is Adolf Hitler,who once Robert G. L. Waite referred as The Psychopathic God in his book of d same title.hani suke tgk documentary film abt him.bkn ape i nk tau d making of d well-known fuhrer in d history of d new civilisation.conclusionnya jgn jd org jahat yg influence ppl n then kill urself,tinggalkn ur followers pening kepala xtau buat ape..example manusia hebat yg baik xterkira byknya.dlm sejarah Islam is enough to melopongkn mulut.i kne mention seme ke?u all pon sure mlas nk dgr.
fever gen.election.ramai btul yg dtg nk influence.i admit i manusia yg snng terinfluence.quote my sis.."..u nih mcm lalang.."..itu last summer.dis summer myb i jd more critical.exposure ok exposure.hee..chatting with my dad mmg xlpas isu2 semasa,msia's current politics yg sgt nauseating.nauseating when listening to manusia2 yg trying to influence d gov(as in d ppl) with uneducated mouth.rs nk melenting bile ade manusia sounding civilised but behaviour tinggal jauh kt rumah or mn2 ntah.true..manusia yg hebat n bijak is someone who has d ability to touch ppl with his actions.bole ke i jd like manusia2 yg tinggalkn meaningful fingerprint on dis world?
i said to my dad with effort to sound mature n civil.."hani support which ever dat is good for d ppl n my country,ayah.."
1 of many manusia2 dat amazed me
-dis is a politic-free zone.
-i shopping dlm condition otak yg kurang sihat td.thx cik pulut,curhat2 odw hme jez now.
depends on individual's personal interpretation of manusia hebat.manusia pelik yg kdg2 org refer as 'weirdo' bole jd hebat.i pnah jumpe manusia2 berkategori itu.genius yg suke hafal name setiap train station in msia sbg cth.itu kelebihan bkn ke'weirdo'an.to me manusia hebat is somebody who cn influence d ppl around him/her in d way of thinking,beliefs or even faith.Rasululullah saw adalah sehebat2 manusia,d ultimate hebat ciptaan Allah who was able to influence not jez d ppl ard him but also to infinity of ppl aftr his time.in fact the civilisation dat we enjoy today is d work of influence dat had been inserted by Rasulullah upon our predecessors..like syeikh khalid said today,every muslim is a leader.if someone really follow d teachings and d examples of Rasullulah saw,he can be a leader anytime,anywhere.letakkan cermin besar dpan i.
so kl nk ikut my definition of manusia hebat,my mother is hebat,my sister is hebat,even GOLD achievers in COSWAY direct selling is consider hebat too.ayah pin apetah lg.but its proven in history of mankind,manusia hebat for d wrong purposes,who lead ppl to against fitrah manusia,mmg in d end gone like dust.one of few ppl in this category yg i kagum existencenya is Adolf Hitler,who once Robert G. L. Waite referred as The Psychopathic God in his book of d same title.hani suke tgk documentary film abt him.bkn ape i nk tau d making of d well-known fuhrer in d history of d new civilisation.conclusionnya jgn jd org jahat yg influence ppl n then kill urself,tinggalkn ur followers pening kepala xtau buat ape..example manusia hebat yg baik xterkira byknya.dlm sejarah Islam is enough to melopongkn mulut.i kne mention seme ke?u all pon sure mlas nk dgr.
fever gen.election.ramai btul yg dtg nk influence.i admit i manusia yg snng terinfluence.quote my sis.."..u nih mcm lalang.."..itu last summer.dis summer myb i jd more critical.exposure ok exposure.hee..chatting with my dad mmg xlpas isu2 semasa,msia's current politics yg sgt nauseating.nauseating when listening to manusia2 yg trying to influence d gov(as in d ppl) with uneducated mouth.rs nk melenting bile ade manusia sounding civilised but behaviour tinggal jauh kt rumah or mn2 ntah.true..manusia yg hebat n bijak is someone who has d ability to touch ppl with his actions.bole ke i jd like manusia2 yg tinggalkn meaningful fingerprint on dis world?
i said to my dad with effort to sound mature n civil.."hani support which ever dat is good for d ppl n my country,ayah.."
1 of many manusia2 dat amazed me
-dis is a politic-free zone.
-i shopping dlm condition otak yg kurang sihat td.thx cik pulut,curhat2 odw hme jez now.
Wednesday, March 5, 2008
post-xm writing.mmg relieving.
BF mn yg xterguris hatinya,when his GF is said to hv resemblence with dis bro.u tell me??!-en ashraf@bonbon yg dlu menfitnah diri as abg sepupu cik HB
"..adik,library dh bukak blom?".."erk.."..i dun blame her.i was d new kid in school bck then.n im cute..ketua rumah n belahan jiwa en bonbon...ouh cik hana..jauh tp i jd representative
En peqli.seorg makhluk yg ade ability to kill with his words.join dis club bile terpaksa shj.rite now lbey suke bersingle.i mean..lbey suke tidak berkelab.hee
yess..i dlu 1 of d members of 'd club'.one of d chosen ones.once dis unnamed club was d most socially active club in dublin.meeting almost evry week,sgt chronic social activities smp evry1 mcm xigt blk ke kg masing2 n study.duit abes buat turun naik buseirrean?no hal.4hrs busride to dub rs cm dlm business class je.n ape laa sgt anatomy written paper kl nk compare to d joy of spending time with them,enjoying tubs of haagen daz at stephen green park in spring?study mlm2 laa..*rolling eyes*
yess..to join dis club u hv to be strong.kuat mental n kuat didikan agama.once ur in,there's no way back.time tu u rs btul ke ape yg u buat nih?but aftr some time,no doubt..ur on sirattalmustaqim.org2 berotak bijak kne setup a recognize institution.xknal size,tahap ke'cute'an or ketebalan muka,each member ade resposibility masing2.to protect each other eventho terpaksa menuggu dlm hujan dpn bus station kt dub,ganti2 duty msak evrytime reunion sambil tebal telinga dgr tuan rumah komen potongan sayur xikut sis.piawai.
n kl kelab org bijak lain berkongsi ilmu,opinions abt mslh kemanusiaan n umat,we all berkongsi tekateki,share2 ilmu games n magic,or sometimes deodorant..euww.sharing is caring.usually aktiviti2 normal like watching movies,go for koreans or nasi briyani kt madina sarat dgn curhat2 tanpa segan silu,mengaib each other by digging up 'darkhistory' of d members,stories yg bole menyebabkan malu besar bbrp generations,honest dlm mengkritik,"aku rs ko mmg xbole kawen lg la"..dats honest.tak lupa..benda yg cliche dlm satu2 penubuhan kelab atau institusi,sesi penganugerahan nama,nama yg sgt descriptive...monmon,bonbon,tottot,banban,wonwon..
org luar myb tak terasa.tp hati manusia yg pakai 'nametag' berkenaan siapa yg tau..but like i sed,manusia2 yg terpilih usually they r strong,at least to d outside world.malah tinggi confidencenya.
n evrytime blk msia dis club ade new member.member lame ade yg hilang xangkat phone.biase laa..kl dh jauh frm 'family' mmg lupa diri.
missnya zaman itu..
-i got out frm my room dgn mata berkaca2.jez finished reading AAC.
Monday, March 3, 2008
visualisation.coke zero lg.
i went home early.xtgu pon Family Day abes.my head rs heavy.heavy wit tots,heavy bcoz tdo 4hrs je d nite before.hana needed me to listen to her curhat2.Family Day not too bad.best,fun..by seeing all d excited faces,cheering2 team sendiri n team org lain,i pon ikut excited.main futsal,main sudoku,n also try2 rock climbing..but sumhow hati i rs xsebest.oo no no,not bcoz of d activities.i tetibe je rs xbest.internal prob slalunye.hee..alaa..as usual,my mind buat conversation lg with my heart.myb guilty coz i g main foosball instead of main 2nd game,or rs cm mkn byk or myb im jez too sleepy..hmm..org berotak 'bijak'.
i blk,mkn lg,n reached for my laptop.to read or not to read?but i need to distract myself frm dis unknown heavy feeling.need sumthg light.ok laa bace sket laa AAC.skeeett je..nnt dh dpt dat book frm my parcel yg xsmp2 lg,i read it again,ok?(try to smoothen my patience).my patience didnt wait long to melt.melt like mini smarties yg i mkn buat buka 'puasa'.unfortunately i hv to start with d pdf (thx En Jawa bg link.lumayan bgs :) ),coz i'd prefer d book itself.flip page by page,more absorption,more feel.kl pdf nnt tgh2 i bace nk dgr lagu laa ape laa.i need to let go any sorts domestic or internal disturbance.cm bace Quran plak.plg xpon cam baca for patho.conciousness kne ada.
1st page,2nd..i woke up.tertdo atas katil with laptop still on..oo..dh pg 84 ke.dats y org kate,kne tinggalkn katil...n d reading cont until i lose my soul for d 2nd time..i dh tgk trailler.hmm..why Fahri in d movie not as 'strong' as Fahri in words?Fahri dat i draw in my right brain rsnya cm Sahrul Gunawan dlm 'Adam&Hawa' dlu tu..
bole x i nk tukar En Hanung?bole laa..i xnk Fedi Nuril as Fahri.Fahri,yg i rs nmpk innocent,soft spoken but nmpk tegas & intelligentnya.is he not??yess,99% of d time,d book is better than d movie.until im done reading,i will not,oo no no,watch d movie.so to help myself visualise,sink deep into d story i cr pix of Al-Azhar,search pix of d blue metro dat Fahri takes evrytime he goes to Shubra for talaqqi,i cari pix of d modern cairo,try to feel d heat of summer in d city of Cairo by sitting in front of my blower.nk tau rs 'ubun-ubun kepala mendidih'..eh..xlaa,sj je,sejuk baca tepi katil...
some parts i baca 2-3kali.not bcoz i didnt get what it says or i xnmpk bcoz of astigmatism melampau,but for someone yg sgt2 shallow ilmu ni,i think i need to read it thoroughly,read as in 'read'.like hana said,intinya kena ambil btul2.smp terkesan..i cpt distracted masalahnye.
as of now,i br smp page 164.uishh..ending dia page 313.but i hv to stop now.at least force myself to.other priority awaits.nk chat with ayah(conversations yg start ngn xms,sesi motivasi,end with topik general election,isu2 corruptions)and hana lg(xms,AAC,curhat2).esok2 la cont,xesok aftr bacte prac...magnetism kne i avoid by turning myself to nonmetal.
-thx fr being there for me sis.always.sebetulnya ur d only one who really understands me.ececece.of coz laa,who else??!ouh also thx for introducing me to dis novel :)
i blk,mkn lg,n reached for my laptop.to read or not to read?but i need to distract myself frm dis unknown heavy feeling.need sumthg light.ok laa bace sket laa AAC.skeeett je..nnt dh dpt dat book frm my parcel yg xsmp2 lg,i read it again,ok?(try to smoothen my patience).my patience didnt wait long to melt.melt like mini smarties yg i mkn buat buka 'puasa'.unfortunately i hv to start with d pdf (thx En Jawa bg link.lumayan bgs :) ),coz i'd prefer d book itself.flip page by page,more absorption,more feel.kl pdf nnt tgh2 i bace nk dgr lagu laa ape laa.i need to let go any sorts domestic or internal disturbance.cm bace Quran plak.plg xpon cam baca for patho.conciousness kne ada.
1st page,2nd..i woke up.tertdo atas katil with laptop still on..oo..dh pg 84 ke.dats y org kate,kne tinggalkn katil...n d reading cont until i lose my soul for d 2nd time..i dh tgk trailler.hmm..why Fahri in d movie not as 'strong' as Fahri in words?Fahri dat i draw in my right brain rsnya cm Sahrul Gunawan dlm 'Adam&Hawa' dlu tu..
bole x i nk tukar En Hanung?bole laa..i xnk Fedi Nuril as Fahri.Fahri,yg i rs nmpk innocent,soft spoken but nmpk tegas & intelligentnya.is he not??yess,99% of d time,d book is better than d movie.until im done reading,i will not,oo no no,watch d movie.so to help myself visualise,sink deep into d story i cr pix of Al-Azhar,search pix of d blue metro dat Fahri takes evrytime he goes to Shubra for talaqqi,i cari pix of d modern cairo,try to feel d heat of summer in d city of Cairo by sitting in front of my blower.nk tau rs 'ubun-ubun kepala mendidih'..eh..xlaa,sj je,sejuk baca tepi katil...
some parts i baca 2-3kali.not bcoz i didnt get what it says or i xnmpk bcoz of astigmatism melampau,but for someone yg sgt2 shallow ilmu ni,i think i need to read it thoroughly,read as in 'read'.like hana said,intinya kena ambil btul2.smp terkesan..i cpt distracted masalahnye.
as of now,i br smp page 164.uishh..ending dia page 313.but i hv to stop now.at least force myself to.other priority awaits.nk chat with ayah(conversations yg start ngn xms,sesi motivasi,end with topik general election,isu2 corruptions)and hana lg(xms,AAC,curhat2).esok2 la cont,xesok aftr bacte prac...magnetism kne i avoid by turning myself to nonmetal.
-thx fr being there for me sis.always.sebetulnya ur d only one who really understands me.ececece.of coz laa,who else??!ouh also thx for introducing me to dis novel :)
Saturday, March 1, 2008
duck on d cupcake
COLOURS.each has its own meaning.
-colours can be messy and industrious to make.
-YELLOW.usually ppl associate it with actively fun,joy.they say people with high intellectual favor yellow.a bright yellow painted room may cause hype excitement n conflicts.my room with my twin sis dlu was yellow.n my mom blamed d paint for our constant cat-scratching.dlu..on d road,yellow means GO VERY FAST!..in msia YELLOW means BERSIH.
GREEN.green-eye means jealousy.syurga is decribed as green too.my mom once said "..green kena dgn aura kakak..".dats y i tink my wedding dress hv to hv a hint of green.bole x?bole laa..green bin means recyclables only.in msia..we almost always dun need bins.
-BLUE.mentos,cool,fresh.but my fasi during BTN told me,blue may asso with materialistic.WHITE means pure.but d KU KLUX KLAN wore white to 'purify' their narrow-minded act.
racism,semangat kenegerian,competitiveness,kaste..suddenly exist hand-in-hand with colours..
-colours can be anythg u want it to be.its how you interpret it.green onde2 would look delectable.but a green greasy kue teow?myb u shud hv a look at d kitchen b4 anythg.
-but colours can mix very well and create a whole world of complete harmony n happiness.
-aftr a few of 'ART CLASS FOR ENTHUSIASTIC BEGINNERS'hours later...48 banana n coffee muffins,covered wit diabetic artificial-colored artsy icing,filled with love n evrythg nice..waiting for d bday girl..
HAPPY BDAY KAK ZAI!!
-tiada kaitan dgn threshold mana2 individu :)
-colours can be messy and industrious to make.
-YELLOW.usually ppl associate it with actively fun,joy.they say people with high intellectual favor yellow.a bright yellow painted room may cause hype excitement n conflicts.my room with my twin sis dlu was yellow.n my mom blamed d paint for our constant cat-scratching.dlu..on d road,yellow means GO VERY FAST!..in msia YELLOW means BERSIH.GREEN.green-eye means jealousy.syurga is decribed as green too.my mom once said "..green kena dgn aura kakak..".dats y i tink my wedding dress hv to hv a hint of green.bole x?bole laa..green bin means recyclables only.in msia..we almost always dun need bins.
-BLUE.mentos,cool,fresh.but my fasi during BTN told me,blue may asso with materialistic.WHITE means pure.but d KU KLUX KLAN wore white to 'purify' their narrow-minded act.racism,semangat kenegerian,competitiveness,kaste..suddenly exist hand-in-hand with colours..
-colours can be anythg u want it to be.its how you interpret it.green onde2 would look delectable.but a green greasy kue teow?myb u shud hv a look at d kitchen b4 anythg.
-but colours can mix very well and create a whole world of complete harmony n happiness.
-aftr a few of 'ART CLASS FOR ENTHUSIASTIC BEGINNERS'hours later...48 banana n coffee muffins,covered wit diabetic artificial-colored artsy icing,filled with love n evrythg nice..waiting for d bday girl..
HAPPY BDAY KAK ZAI!!
-tiada kaitan dgn threshold mana2 individu :)
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