i need mentos...yg yellow

sometimes i do think too much.but the outcome usually d sum of everythg gathered by my 5 senses yg hanya berligar dlm radius yg sgt limited.all d "problems" or "issues" yg i slalu "pop up"n mmg pttnya i "pop-up block"kn dgn sumthg yg obvious lebih penting.tp tu laa.im not alone.ianya berlaku di mn2.sila rujuk status YM atau FB.dr masalah kewangan,study..masalah mkn pon ade..but tu laa yg obvious masih yg obvious.eh i bkn nk ckp psal status YM.sorry not my intention.tp..ade mslh tu kite kne rujuk juga..for example msalah loneliness.berlaku bila mn rakan2 anda tiada di rumah tinggalkn anda tanpa jagaan sosial n mental.trying times..i noee..sbbaik anda masih taf..YM and FB masih dihujung jari.maka..hmm ape laa sgt dgn masalah 'kesepian', fill it dgn buat lagu ke..myb bole beat akon's mr's lonely..ooppss..but tu laa,easier said than done.paku serpih btul i ni.but itu yg try to remind myself.tp bgslaa..expressive.but sila bila org tanye eh awk ni knape?pls jgn laa kate xde pape.or u wont understd.nobody will but seme mmg busybody.kisah hidup org lain yg selevel dgn kita adalah "bible" hidup kita juga.boleh berubah mengikut kesesuaian.hmm rs dis topic kne masuk dlm organic bag.well...there r plenty of other things in the world to ponder on than those thoughts we think we shud think.wat else..study la kn.ouh n i think tmrw i nk masak asam pedas salmon.
- ahh..sukenye tgk malique ni.hmm y 'd past' buat hal plak..aishh..dh2

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i called mama to talk abt sumthg but we end up talked abt totally different topic.mama n her impian for my wedding,haihh.."mama tgh kemas2 ni nk naik KL.acik nk buat fam day kt bukit cerakah"(bukit cerakah?)hmm miss d annual fam day.esp kl acik yg organise.miss d cabutan bertuah utk merebut hadiah berupa set tupperware,set non stick pans from warta,frames n stationary sets etc..but before cabutan bertuah mesti ade ari sukan between families (yg i jarang dpt join, jez pt tgk in d fam albums) n mama abah jd judge.abah selaku pengerusi majlis aka pembaca doa @perasmi event jd pemerhati je.cabutan bertuah abah jgk la yg mencabutnya.kl me n hana dpt cabutan bertuah kne boo sbb kononnya mama abah pilih kasih.cucu kesygan nk buat cm mn.kne laa accept.alaa dpt frames je..i mmg slalu xbajet dpt anythg in any lucky draw pon.its ok,selagi hadiah bkn berbtk audi a4 or black rexton,i xkesah..

- proud of farah n deanna who scored 5A's in UPSR.waahh..terer la korg.kne laa kak na kak ni blikn presents.neddy n aisyah..hopefully they do us proud too for PMR rslt tmrw.
- "toot toott..hello aslkm dr fadhilah ke tu?sy puan siti nurbaiyah dr bentong.mcm ni dr..sy diundang ke satu majlis ni yg rs sy ramai laa yg nk pegi.sy pon plan nya nk pegi laa dgn persatuan kawasan sy ni.jd dh plan punya plan..last2 min sy rs sy xdpt pegi laa doktor krn mslh peribadi.mslhnya doktor..sy ssh nk explain knape sy x bole pegi kt kwn2 sy yg dh plan tu.bknnye ape..kl ikut plannya sy perlu ada.bt sy xdpt.mcm mn sy nk break d news doktor?sy rs bersalah n sy takut nnt diorg xdpt terima reason sy yg berunsur selfish ni.tp tu laa sy tak bersedia nk pergi rombongan tu.so datuk rs ape yg sy ptt buat dlm situasi sy ni datuk?"