milestones

cn i be more critical?(like 'some ppl' always said to me..pedentic @ snotty)up until now i still hv no idea wat im looking for in my life.medicine is diff story..it found me.my adhoc ouh-so wat-ques of d day..hmm silap tu.actually its not dat i dunno wat i want but bcoz i want wat i want,i tink probably i shud try evry possible chances dat i consider may lead me to wat i want.wallaa..we nvr noe till we get to noe it rite.so watever comes my way n when i see d possibilities,i sed yeah y not..sila laa..walk myself through d door laa kn.n now instead of getting exactly wat i really dream of since...d last 2 summers,i tink probably i got d oppo.myb not totally but sumhow ade laa loopholes yg agak obvious.i cn either cover it up with black tar n drive over it or reverse n jez take diff route.so how?dh mcm 'the road not taken,sorry i cnt travel both..' dh ni.i dh xnk jd org yg bumped into my ex-admirers dlu2 seeing them walking with their new 'love interest' jez bcoz i was so quick to judge.n being asked..so wic one is ur bf?between ashraf n peqli?wow mmg total mydriasis effect lah..
hmm i slalu kate we hv d right to choose.selagi kite in d right position,be it religiously,morally n lawfully, we hv d right to choose. d world is one's oyster.as long as d oysters r fresh,carpe diem!but wat if i wont get wat i wish for,shud i wait or shud i jez accept wat lies in front?CLEO ni jahat tau.shes d one who taught me nvr settle for second best n nvr lower down ur expectation.or i'll might regret it.hmm feminism.but tu laa..as cik jang said,sbar..nk jumpe org yg memahami ni ssh.ya makanyaa..kl lmbt sori laa :p

- aish..pouring2 while listening to pulut's low tone(less?) rendition of babyface's what if(at least wat i tink it is) maka inilaa hasilnye..
- eh dh thurs,n i'll be going bck for d wkend dis fri.y am i feeling sad?best sgt ke letterkenny?mcm best..

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"Jgnlah kamu bersikap lemah, dan jgnlah pula kamu bersedih hati, padahal kamulah org2 yg paling tinggi darjatnya, jika kamu org2 yg beriman."
- Surah Al-Imran ayat 139

"Wahai orang-orang yang beriman! Bersabarlah kamu (menghadapi segala kesukaran dalam mengerjakan perkara-perkara yang berkebajikan), dan kuatkanlah kesabaran kamu lebih daripada kesabaran musuh, di medan perjuangan), dan bersedialah (dengan kekuatan pertahanan di daerah-daerah sempadan) serta bertaqwalah (be fearfull of Allah The Almighty) kamu kepada Allah supaya, kamu berjaya (mencapai kemenangan)."
Dan mintalah pertolongan (kepada Allah) dengan jalan sabar dan mengerjakan sembahyang; dan sesungguhnya sembahyang itu amatlah berat kecuali kepada orang-orang yang khusyuk"
- Surah Al-Baqarah ayat 45

- yoga haram ehh?wat d fish??aishh..ayahanda once said kelemahan muslims skrg sbb terlalu melihat Islam dr sudut hati,instead of akal.so think!eceeehh..hmm need more sesi kaunseling with him :s