short-distant call

*ringtone MIKA*

HB so wat has been bothering u En Adam?eating disorder?xenuf sleep..smp u call i tgh2 mlm nih?cn u b brief..i nk study laa..
Adam oo kaco u nk study isit.ala,once in awhile.jez need sum1 to talk to.i tink im tinking too much laa cik HB.
HB oo ok..hmm u ade prob wit ur hsemates ke?if u ade soalan patho tanye org lain plss..

Adam hmm..y isit ppl cn be so judgmental eh?ermm not dat im complaining.u pon pnah ckp evry1's different n we hv to accept dat.bt 1thing je i xsuke.judgmental.
HB oo actly i once had gone through dat..but pls..aftr u
Adam i noe..by d way i act,wear sumtimes not wat to some ppl consider as..
HB islamic??eh u mmg clothless kn?hee
Adam fitrah.i ade fur.u xde.so u kne cover up..bt yelaa,kl pon i mcm ni,deep inside mmg i berusaha.u pon pnah bgtau i..evrythg pn bcoz of Allah.between me n Him.but sumtimes..it hurts u noe.they jez see me superficially n "oo ur like dis n like dis..".i noe i br nk blaja.d word usrah itself i br dgr 5yrs bck.dats y i rather kip it unshown.knape?coz smtimes i rs nnt i buat jez to prove to them dat eventho im not a ketua usrah type,but i..
HB oo ok2..i understd.so in conclusion u wanna change,in transition,but those ppl prevent u by 'branding' u.cmtu?
Adam prevent?oo no no..for example la,i xpkai bj but i mmg nk pkai..but im choosy u noe.i want to change but at d same time i want to wear somethg dat suits me.pkai yg smart n lawa kn sunnah nabi jugak.i nnt xrs confident.but dat will lead to miscomprehension..lead to 'zinging' statements..lead to..aishh..hati yg baik,di mulut juga kluar yg baik bkn kah begitu cik HB.lalala..
HB biase laa freudian slip.sumtimes ppl saying witout tinking.niat goood but cara kdg2 tu..ala,u jgn laa cpt terase bro!
Adam hahaha..ye2..hmm i noe.those ppl ard me mmg baik.n want d best for me.ade tu mulut je ala politician kn kn..nothing me'mini-size'kn my niat i hope.i jez nk jd better than yesterday,punye yesterday,punye yester..hopefully consistent.alhamdlillah Allah help me by sending my sis n my hsemates.diorg la jd my sistem piawai skrg ni sbb i mmg stubborn,concrite nye stubborn.
HB aww..gud2.hmm i tink u hv to reflect urself la dear.not their fault to tink dat way.dun wait for ppl to change u.berusaha ye.jgn time exam je ok.eh wheres d mirror?
Adam God willing..eh ok laa cik HB.pnat laa crite.u jez lend ur ears,xpnat.
HB ehh tu je?i br nk crite psal parcel i.its ok later2 i crite.u main jauh2 eh.i nk study..oo face it wit open heart la,smile je.u bknnye cute sgt.aftr all bkn prob besar alam pon.besar blog je rite.
Adam ok.baik!!thx cik HB yg sweet n cute.u mmg best!!


teddypup@En adamfahri.he said he needs my ears.saje laa since i hv d coolest rubbish bin ard kn.sj la tu.

-im waiting for my parcel.ana kate ade surprise.yeayy!!
-bacteriology.tiresome.sleep.but lapar.
-im also waiting for my beloved country to be in safe hands.CLEAN HANDS SAFE LIVES