hv u ever had a remote ctrl (for d tv esp) dat only works when we gv it a knock or smack on its 'bottoms',even when its batt full?d kind which is used as a hammer or a boomerang by ur little sis(or bro)?d kind wic i am rite now?..aftr weeks without lectures n attachments, my whole system was thrown into a shock.weirdly enuff, my biological clock still maintain its 4-5hrs sleep during d easter brk n was doing fine.bt bile time kite kne ade kt hosp kol 730pg,i mcm sloth berpyjama yg tdo dlm duvet.alarm clock tepi katil,dgn 'plan B' berbentuk alarm clck hp bervolume 7,mmg mampu buat i buka mata but not sufficient enuff to mk me get off d bed.
i kate,if u failed d first time,dont try n try again.persistence does not guarantee a success if u still make d same moves n same mistakes.so tmrw i will put my alarm 5meters away frm d bed n when d alarm 'singing' again at 5am, u'll be sure to see me in d shower.weee...
- i dun quite like d spring at nite.kol 8lbey pon terang lg n before we noe it,it's already 10pm n we still on d couch watching tv.
NEXT
im proud of myself today.i went to d breast clinic,i was on time,n i spent d whole 5hrs there,sitting by d patients.did some history taking of each patient dat went into d room i was in,being useful to d doctors ard,palpating n feeling d breasts...1 je yg i xbrp suka,was when patient mula2 masuk.evry patient put d same glump,distraught look.n i noe,they'd prefer to talk directly to d doctors instead of talking to a 4th yr med student,but nk buat cmne..i terpaksa amik patient's history before doktor masuk.so..xkesah laa aunty,kl aunty buat muka nk xnk layan,n xkesah laa kakak,kl kakak buat muka yg menyampahkn,i faham.in dat situation,stress is in d air.i rs better i jez go straight to my ques,be done wit it n trus diam.ade makcik tu suke je melayan hani yg byk cerita nih.tu laa,boring tau..sape suruh doktor g lunch lame sgt.sian aunty tu..sebbaik her physical exam ok.tgu mammogram je.
but bkn itu yg buat i kuar frm d clinic wit a big smile nmpk gigi.of coz,evry single time aftr an attachment,we wud heard somethg like.."oo,doc X tu hensem gler i tell u,nnt i tunjuk mn satu" or "im falling in lovee!!dr Y tu besstt sgt.."..n today,i used d latter one.he's dr matt or tj as he'd intro himself to d patient.he's not tall,dark n handsome,in fact he's jez a simple,yet smart looking blonde wit pale blue eyes.he makes patients laugh n wit his manners,warm n charm,he makes me fall for him.sgt willing n eager plak tu nk ajar n all.n he remembrs my name..awww..(sheepishly).if only ur a msian,dr matt.tmrw jmpe lg ke?
- pnat je g town td,tix is not ready till next wk.sebbaik i xlarat to be mad.hewhew..
- i am so tired dat i threw my body on my pink bed,wit my blue formal attire n socks still on,i switched on my laptop n started writing crap.
- i want choc,any kind.cadbury milk pon ok..sum1 get me one for buka arini.plss..
.Bismillah..choose between green bin,brown bin,black bin..dont forget to wear gloves..take a deep breath..stop breathing..flip d lid open..throw in rubbish..close the lid..fuuhh..Alhamdulillah.
Thursday, April 3, 2008
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4 comments:
waghaha congrats la
I gave up on alarm years ago. Feels that biological clock is more reliable sebab takbleh tekan snooze.. teehee..
wah...hehehe...tumpang lalu....lalalalalala
- trime kaseh en peqli
- hee..mmg xbole tekan snooze but xbole tekan lampu bilik either.if u noe wat i mean..hee
- ouh sila laa bertumpang..hee
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